Chapter 2

I had nowhere to run. Even if I had a head start on the stalker, with the way those things could move it would be on me in seconds. I thought about grabbing my knife, but for all the good it would do me against a stalker I might as well have just used it to slit my own throat.

I reached for my revolver and put it in the pocket of my windbreaker. I wasn't going to fire it; to kill a stalker I'd need to get a head shot, and despite having three bullets I would only get the chance to fire one. My aim was average at the best of times, and right now my head was spinning so much it felt like I were on a boat.

Although my eyes stung I didn't feel tired anymore, as though seeing the stalker had shot adrenaline through my body. I felt wired; my pulse was racing and my legs were restless, and part of me just wanted to stand up and bolt through the woods.

I needed to think. I didn't have long before it caught my scent. Its head sniffed against the forest floor, and it's body slunk across the earth like a snake. It was strange seeing something that used to be a person moving in this twisted way, and watching it made my skin clammy and put my stomach in a knot.

I looked up and saw the night sky, black and endless. A few stars dotted the canvas, illuminating a dark sea that threatened to drown me. I needed a diversion, something to take the stalker�s attention away from me and give me just enough time to get the hell away. But what could I do? What could I cause a distraction with?

Then I had an idea, and I felt stupid for not thinking of it before. I still had the fireworks. What better time than now to light up the sky a little, to give that stalker fucker a show and send it off chasing an explosion? It would buy me the time I needed to make a careful escape.

I reached into my bag and pulled out the fireworks, but the cardboard they were made from was completely soggy. Goddamn it, why now of all times? I had the worst luck in the world. As I held them they fell apart in my hands, covering me with black gunpowder. My head dropped. Now I really was in trouble. I thought back to the shack and the men inside, and I felt like punching myself for my stupidity. Why had I not gone inside? If I'd just trusted them, I wouldn't be in this mess.

What the hell was wrong with me?

The stalker looked up. There was a sense of purpose in its movements, and for a second it looked straight at me. My blood froze. I held in my breath and tightened my body, willing myself not to move an inch.

Maybe it wouldn't see me. Maybe it was looking past me. I could still have a chance to get out of this.

But then it started to move in my direction, and I knew. This was it for me.

I reached into my pocket and took out the revolver. I flipped the safety and straightened my arm, pointing the gun at the stalker ahead. My arm shook but I tensed my muscles and bit down on the glob of bile that slid up my throat.

The stalker got closer. It was moving in on my scent, testing the ground and making sure of its senses. Any second now, it would pounce, but I wouldn't give it that chance.

This was it.

I took a breath and held it in my chest to steady my aim, the way I had seen snipers do it in films before they took a kill shot. The stalker moved back into its knees, crouching and ready to pounce. I pulled the trigger.

The barrel of the gun exploded, sending sparks shooting out of the chamber and filling the hollow tree with a deafening bang. I felt a searing pain burn through my hand, and I dropped the revolver in my lap. My hand was in agony, and it was so bad that for a second I couldn't even look up to see if the stalker was dead.

I looked down and saw that the firework powder on my palm had caught fire from the spark of the gun. My skin was burning and all I could think about was the agony of it as my nerve endings cried out. I shoved my hand as deeply as I could into the sodden earth and though the dirt cooled it a little, my skin still felt like it was on fire.

Ahead of me the stalker roared. I looked up and saw it crawling toward me in a jagged movement. There was a hole in its left leg from where my bullet had hit. It was a good enough wound to slow it, but not a lethal one. Bleed, you bastard, I thought. If you want to eat, you�re going to have to fight for it.

I picked up the gun with my good hand and tried to aim again, but my left hand hurt so much that I couldn't focus. My ears rang from the explosion of the gun and threw me off balance, making it impossible to know if I was even aiming straight. I took a breath and fired, and the bullet disappeared into the trees far away from the stalker.

Unperturbed by the shot, the stalker moved closer. Did these things have no fear?

I pushed the pain of my hand back and filled my lungs. One last chance.

�I fired again.

The bullet zipped away into the night.

The stalker got closer and closer. My whole body shook, and I had the sickening feeling that this was it for me. Fifteen years a survivor and this was how it would end; packed up tight in a hollowed-out tree stump with a stalker chewing through my intestines. Whatever happened, I would give it a fight

The stalker was six feet away now. It stuck its long wet tongue out of its mouth and trailed it along its bottom lip. Spit pooled down its chin. This was the closest I had ever been to one of them, and the reality of it sent sharp shivers through my spine. Up close I could see the vague remnants of the person it had once been, but now it was more monster than human.

I reached to my belt and grabbed my knife, and I prepared for my last fight.

"Over here!" said a deep voice.

To the right of me were flames; orange and red and glorious. They got closer to me, and as they came near the stalker shied away a little. It took a cautious step back and looked at me and then the fire, deciding whether the proximity of an easy snack was worth enduring the heat.

The flames were actually three torches, and they were carried by three worried-looking men. I didn't need to be told who they were; it was Noah and the others from the shack. They�d come back for me, the idiots.

The adrenaline seeped out of me, and I started to feel faint.

Noah looked over at me, his face shining in the flames.

"He's alive." he said.

I stretched out my arm and pointed to the stalker. This simple act drained me, and I felt faint.

"It's wounded," I said.

I saw the men crowd the stalker and beat it with hammers and bats. It fought back ferociously, sinking its teeth into Noah�s shin bone and breaking it with a crack. He screamed and dropped his torch into the wet earth, where it extinguished with a fizz.

Angered by the screams of their friend, the other two men fought harder, raining down blows on the monster with animal-like fury. Before long the stalker didn�t have any fight left in it, and as I saw one of the men cave its head in with a hammer, my vision turned black and I fell back, smashing my head on the tree behind me.

Chapter 3

When I woke up it was daylight. I was in a bed in a strange room, the bed sheet drawn up to my chest and tucked tightly into the sides of the mattress. My head banged and my body felt weak. I wriggled myself into a sitting position in the bed, but when I put my weight on my left hand a shock of pain ran through me. I pulled my hand out and saw that it was covered in bandages, and I remembered the previous night and how the gun powder had exploded on me when I fired the revolver. I winced. To my right there was a window, and on the streets below I could see a few people stood shooting the breeze. I knew that I was in Vasey, the only real civilised place left in Lancashire. The question was, how did I get here?

It was probably the men who had helped me fight the stalker, the ones who had offered me shelter. They must have carried me here during the night after I blacked out. However I got here, it didn't matter. All I knew was that I wasn't staying. I had avoided Vasey all this time for a reason - the people. If I wanted to be around people, I would have come here a lot sooner.

I put the weight of my body onto my right hand and swung myself out of bed. An ache ran all the way up from the bones in my toes to my skull. My lips felt dry and my left hand stung like a bitch. I put my feet down on the floor. I wasn't sure I could even make it to the door, let alone outside, but there was no way I was staying. I got to my feet and stood shakily. How had I let myself get like this? I felt drained. An image flashed in my head of the previous night, of the men beating the stalker to death, its blood splashing out onto their clothes, of it clamping its teeth around one of the men's shin bones and squeezing until it snapped. The man screaming, and falling.

My stomach gurgled. I felt bile rush up my throat, and I sank to my knees and heaved. Nothing came up but air. I wheezed and wanted to die.

Across the room, the door opened, and I lifted my head. A boy walked in with a grin on his face. His hair was buzzed almost to the scalp so that the top of his head was dotted with little black pin pricks that looked more like a five o'clock shadow than hair. He was tall and skinny, and he had an awkward gait to his walk, as though he weren't fully in control of his own body. When he saw me his eyes widened and he looked at me in wonder.

"What are you doing down there?"

He walked over to the side of the bed and stuck his arms out toward me as though to help me up.

"I got it." I waved his arms away.

"How's your hand?"

I felt a stinging pain run through my burnt palm. "I'll live."

"Did one of the infected do it?" he asked. He looked nervous.

I put my right hand on the ground and pushed down on it, using it to support my weight. My body felt like lead, but I managed to get to my feet. When I stood up, I felt dizzy. Looking up, I noticed that the walls of the room were stripped down to the stone, as though someone were decorating.

�I looked at the boy. He was about fifteen years old, sixteen at a push. He looked green to me, like he'd never spent a day outside of the town in his life. Fifteen years into the apocalypse, some kids were being born into this nightmare. They didn't have to make the transition from the old, safe world to this new, dangerous one - this was the only life they knew. This kid was one of the lucky ones though; he was obviously born in town and had lived here all his life. The walls protected him from what was outside, and he didn�t have to give much of a thought to survival. I considered the question he had asked- "Did one of them do it?" - and I couldn't keep the scorn out of my voice as I spat an answer.

"Kid, if one of them did it, do you think I'd be here?"

He looked confused. "What do you mean?"

"If someone got bit, I don't imagine you'd let them back into town."

"Why not?"

"Jesus. Kid - "

He interrupted me. "My name's Justin."

"I don't care." My head was pounding and the corners of my eyes were blurry. I heaved myself onto the bed and let my body sink into it.

Justin walked over to a dresser on the far side of the room, opposite the window. He poured water from a plastic bottle into a chipped white mug. He brought it to the side of the bed and offered it to me, but I had no interest in taking a drink off him no matter how much my cracked lips begged for it. I waved him away.

"Where are you from?" asked Justin.

"Nowhere."

"Were you looking for Vasey?"

"No."

"Then where were you going?"

I felt blood rush to my head, and my face was starting to get red. I felt like giving the kid a clout behind the ears, anything to get him to stop asking me questions. "For god's sake, give me some space."

Rather than pick up on my cues, Justin grabbed a wooden-backed chair and dragged it to the side of the bed. He sat in it and stared at me with curiosity, as though I were the new animal in a zoo.

Behind him, the bedroom door opened and an old man walked through.

His face was beaten and wrinkled, like a crumpled leather purse. His hair was grey, wiry and ran down to his shoulders, though on top it was noticeably thinning toward his crown. I couldn't help but wonder why he didn't just stop pretending and shave it all off, but I guess he was too stubborn for that. He gave a wide smile when he saw me, but I didn't read anything remotely friendly behind it.

"You're a lucky man," he said. He had a thick Lancastrian accent but his pitch was higher than I expected.

I looked down at my stinging, bandaged hand. My head throbbed and my body felt so brittle that I couldn't even get out of bed without heaving. I didn't feel too lucky.

"Yeah, guess I really won the lottery here."

The man motioned at Justin to get up. He took his place in the chair beside the bed.

"Name's Moe."

"Great."

"Yours?"

I let the seconds drag out and a silence took over the room. I wasn�t going to tell him a damn thing. The only thing I wanted to do was get the hell out of here, because every second I spent here was time wasted. Every minute I didn�t spend getting closer to the farm meant someone else could find it and take it, and I couldn't let that happen. I needed to leave, and to do that, I needed to feel better. I looked over at Justin. The kid was perched awkwardly on the dresser.

"I'll take some of that water, please," I said. If I was going to leave, I needed to get hydrated.

Justin looked up at Moe, and the old man nodded. I looked at them both to see if there were any facial similarity but there didn't seem to be any, so they probably weren�t related.� What was their connection? Justin brought the cup of water over to me and offered it out. Before I sit up, Moe grabbed it from him and held it away from me.

"What do they call you?" he said.

It seemed he was going to withhold the water unless I answered him. I took a deep breath and counted to five in my head, trying to bite back on the annoyance rising in me. I looked at the cup of water in his hand, and I felt my mouth try to salivate, except that it didn't have the moisture to do it. My lips were dry and my tongue was rough and fuzzy.

"Kyle," I answered.

He offered the cup to me. I took it, and sniffed at the water. It was a little musty, and there were flecks of white powder at the bottom.

"What the hell is this?"

"I crushed up a paracetamol for you," said Justin.

�Paracetamol?� I said. �Hasn�t that stuff all gone out of date yet?�

�Still works,� said Moe.

�Drink it,� said Justin, and nodded at the glass. �You�ll feel better.�

I eyed him with suspicion. The kid had a trustworthy face, almost plain in its honesty. Moe, on the other hand, looked like a man you�d hide your cards from in a poker game. It was obvious he was a boss of some sort to Justin, and the kid seemed so naive that he'd follow any instruction.

A dagger of pain shot through my temple, and I felt another dry heave begin to rise up from my stomach. My body was crying out for the water. I looked up again at Justin's honest face, and I reminded myself that the most conniving men are brilliant at making themselves seem truthful.

�I put the water on the nightstand beside my bed. As I set the cup down, a shard of pain stabbed my skull, as though my body were admonishing me for refusing the drink.

"They said you were a suspicious one." said Moe.

"Who?"

"Faizel, one of our scouts you met last night. He said that Noah offered you shelter, but you said no."

"I don't like having to sleep with one eye open."

Anger flashed through Moe's face, and suddenly his old eyes were dark and set deep on my own.

"And I don't like losing a good man because of a stranger's stupidity."

I bolted up into a sitting position. The movement nauseated me, and I choked back on a heave that rose from my stomach. Anger flashed through me and made my chest feel tight. Who the hell was Moe to speak to me like that? I looked to Moe and Justin, and didn't like my odds; I was down two to one, and I was practically an invalid right now. If something was off about these two, and I needed to get out of here, I doubted my body could even get me to the door. I was done with this though. I didn�t like being in Vasey, and I had somewhere I needed to get.

The farm was waiting, and every second that ticked by without me making at least some progress felt wasted.

I choked back my anger and tried to keep my voice calm. "If there was some stupidity last night, it wasn't mine."

Moe snorted. "So what do you call pissing on an offer of shelter in the middle of the night when there are stalkers are prowling round? That sound wise to you?"

I had to admit that put like that, it didn't sound too clever. I looked Moe up and down. He had to be in his sixties, so he must have been around before the fall. He had to have seen how the world used to be, and how it was now, how much it had changed and definitely not for the better. God knows how long he'd lived in Vasey, tucked up behind the town�s walls, but surely he knew the laws of the wilds. You didn't trust anybody, ever. Any man could turn on you and any man could do you harm. Giving your trust to a man wasn't free - it just might cost you your life.

Moe crossed his legs. "Noah was a good man, and so are Dan and Faizel. They meant you no harm."

"Good is an objective word. You have to know the qualities of something to judge it as good - and I didn't know shit about them."

Perched on the end of the dresser, I saw Justin's head snap in my direction. I realised I was raising my voice and my tone was getting mean. This always happened whenever I spent too much time around people.

Moe stood up. He was an old man, and on equal terms I could kick his ass. But now, with me in my weakened state and him towering over me, the odds were even. "I've spoken to Faizel. He says they saw where you decided to settle for the night, some grubby little hole in a tree. Probably you were sharing it with a squirrel or something, I don't know. At any rate, they kept an eye on you. They saw a stalker coming toward you looking for a taste, and they rushed in and saved your life. What do you have to say about that?"

I clenched my left hand and felt it burn. "It was the smell of your man's piss that brought the stalker. There were three of them partying in that shack, and three's a crowd. You know what crowds of people tend to attract? Stalkers, and infected. If you�re going to blame anyone, then blame your guys for being too scared to travel alone."

"A man can't live alone," said Moe.

"I do pretty well."

He looked at me and grinned, as though he had made his point. "Yeah, you sure are living the good life."

I looked at my bandaged hand and my dirty jeans. I felt fatigued beyond belief, and my head was clamped in a vice. I'd been travelling for weeks and I was still four hundred miles away from where I needed to be, and I only had provisions to last me a day. The only things I had were my dead wife�s bracelet - useless unless I came across an infected with a taste for fancy gold -, a revolver with no bullets, some soggy fireworks and a GPRS that was my only link to my salvation. Maybe Moe had a point. I wasn't living, I was getting by. At least in town they had supplies, walls and something of a life going for them.

But then again, they also had to live with each other, and that wasn�t a good thing. Every day you spent in the company of another person was a day you trusted your life to them, trusted them not to make some stupid decision that would get you killed.

It was time for me to go. I sat up and tried to spin my legs round to the side of the bed. It took all the effort I had and the strain made me sweat. Justin stood away from the dresser and moved to help me, but I gave him a glare that stopped him cold. I finally got my feet on the ground, though I didn't want to risk standing up yet.

"Where's my things?"

Moe nodded to Justin. The kid walked to the other side of the room and bent down to the side of a book case. He picked up my bag and put it on the edge of the bed.

"Not sticking around?" said Moe.

"Got somewhere I need to be."

"Where?" asked Justin, his eyes alive with curiosity. Any mention of anything outside town seemed to excite him.

"Unless you think you got a reason to know, I�m not saying."

Moe stood up and reached into his pocket. As well as a stray piece of fluff, he pulled out my GPRS. I got to my feet. What was he doing with it? I felt my blood rush to my head and I saw spots, but I fought through the feeling and stayed upright. The sight of him holding my GPRS, my only link to the farm, made me want to knock him out cold.

That wouldn't be the right thing to do. I couldn't show him what it meant to me, because that would make it all the more valuable in his eyes. I had to play this smart.

"You went through my stuff?" I said.

He nodded. "Think healthcare is free? This ain't the NHS."

"No. They had a better bedside manner."

Moe smirked. "I was an old and set in my ways long before things turned to shit, so I'm not going to pretend to know what this is." He tossed the GPRS on the bed. I cradled it in my hand and inspected it, but thankfully there didn't seem to be any damage. I let out a long breath. I placed the GPRS carefully in my bag on the end of the bed.

"You can take your gizmo, your game or whatever it is. But I need paying."

I didn't have time for this. I had to leave right away. Outside the window the sky was white and the sun was shining. It was actually a beautiful day. It was the kind where, long before the fall, Clara and I would load up the car with sandwiches and go for a picnic. Looking at it, you could almost imagine there was nothing wrong with the world. It wasn't true, obviously. The infected didn't care whether the sun was shining or it was pissing with rain. They'd tear your flesh apart whatever the weather.

I looked back at Moe. I wanted done with this. "Fine," I sighed, "what do you want?"

He nodded down at my bag. "That's a nice revolver."

I shook my head. "No chance."

"It's not much good to you without bullets, unless you think waving it at one of the monsters will stop it."

"I'll take my chances on finding more bullets. I�d rather have the gun and need the bullets, than find the bullets and need the gun. "

He walked to my bag and stuck his hand in it. I felt a knot tighten in my stomach. It felt like he was invading my space. That pack had been my only means of living for months now, and I had carried food, ammo, clothes, and everything else I needed to stay alive in it. Seeing someone else going through it made me clench my fists.

"You want to take your fucking hand out of there?" I said. Something was bubbling up inside me, and this time it wasn't dry heaves. I filled my lungs and tried to bury the feeling, knowing that if things kicked off here I would likely have a whole town to contend with.

"I'd much rather take this," said Moe, and he pulled his hand out of the bag. In his curled fist he held Clara's gold bracelet.

I took a step toward him. My tiredness was gone, replaced for the moment by the energy only fury can give you. Moe took a step back, but I noticed his right fist tightening into a ball at his side. Near the dresser, Justin twitched. He looked from me to Moe, as if weighing up what action to take.

The old man I might have been able to deal with, but Justin was different. Sure, he was dripping wet behind the ears and had probably never stepped foot outside town in his life, but he hadn�t spent the previous night fighting a stalker. I had survival instincts and experience, but right now he had the physical edge. I didn't take another step forward.

"You're not having that."

"What good is it to you?" he said, letting the gold slink through his cigarette-stained fingers.

"It's personal."

Moe looked to the bracelet, and then to me. A wide grin spread on his face, and his grey whiskered cheeks tightened. "I didn't have you pegged as the sentimental sort. Mr Lone Wolf."

In another second I was going to punch that smile off his face, no matter what the consequences. This was why I stayed away from people; you couldn�t trust their intentions, and I couldn�t trust myself not to beat the hell out of them.

"I suggest you take your fucking fingers off that bracelet."

He threw it on the bed. "Sure. But it's either the bracelet or the gun. I'm a generous man - I'll let you pick."

I glanced sideways at Justin. The kid looked jumpy.

"Suppose I just beat the crap out of both of you." I said.

Moe laughed. "Even if a fine physical specimen as yourself were able to do that in your current state, do you suppose you'd get a foot out of Vasey without getting a bullet in your back?"

He was right, I knew. There was no way I was getting out of here by force. I had two choices. I either gave him the gold bracelet, my last memento of Clara, or I gave him the revolver. What a choice. The bracelet was the only thing of hers that I had, but the gun that could easily be the difference between living or dying.

The way I saw it, memories wouldn't do me much good in the grave, and I thought Clara would respect that. She wouldn't want me to lessen my survival chances just to keep hold of a piece of jewellery.

"Take the gold," I said.

"A pragmatic choice, and I can�t say it doesn�t fit you.� He stood up, rubbed the bracelet on his jumper and then stuffed it in his pocket. �There's a pretty girl in town. She�s got an ass you could eat your dinner off, but she costs a little too much. Maybe this will buy me a few hours with her." said Moe.

His words hit me in the gut. The last memory of my dead wife, and I�d cheapened it. I�d taken the slim chance of survival in this world over keeping the memory of her around, and now it was going to be used as currency to pay a whore.

Chapter 4

Moe was a piece of crap, and meeting him confirmed what I had known about Vasey all along. The idea of sticking around had some comfort to it - walls, warmth, and protection - but it came at a price I had no interesting in paying. If being around people was the cost of security, I'd rather take my chances outside. It just wasn't worth it. At least alone I could control what I did, and any mistakes I made would be my own. If you spent time without someone else, you were at the mercy of whatever dumb decision they made.

� I walked down the pothole-ridden road that led out of town. I looked to the side of me and saw a bunch of shops lining the high street, though none of them were used as businesses these days. What was once a bakery was packed with blue gas canisters, and a yellow-walled hair boutique with a "Village Supercuts" sign had the skins of various animals hanging up on the walls. It was a strange choice, really, because further down the road was a butcher shop, and surely that would have made a better choice to store animal hides. From another doorway a man watched me walk. He was topless and the curve of his stomach poked out above his jeans, the beginnings of a beer-belly that he had no business growing in this new world where food was rare and beer even rarer. He rested his arms on the doorframe and let a cigarette hang from the corner of his mouth. He never took his eyes off me as I walked past him and toward the gate that guarded the town exit.

The gate was twenty-feet high, black and made of steel. On either side were stone turrets, and in each turret stood a guard with a gun. Vasey, like many places in the North of England, was once home to a Norman stronghold, and the black gate was a remnant of its ancient defence. Now though, instead of protecting the townspeople against invading armies hungry for territory, it was protecting them against the living dead who were hungry for brains.

I walked up to the gates. The guard in the left turret twitched at every step I took, and when I stood in front of the bars he raised his gun at me. I looked up and saw that it was an air rifle. It wasn't exactly lethal, but I didn�t want to take a shot in the head from it. Still, there was no way I was going to let them keep me here. I took hold of two of the steel bars, which felt cold against my skin, and I shook them. They didn�t budge.

"Need you to step away from there," said the voice above me.

I looked for some sort of latch or bolt so I could get the gate open, but there didn't seem to be anything. On the side, where the gate joined the turret, I saw a chain which fed into a pulley system. That was why it wouldn't open, then. Although the gate was a relic from centuries past, at some point it had been mechanised, and now the gate would only open if someone operated it. I guessed the controls were in the turret.

Above me, the guard raised his rifle a little higher. "I won't ask again, back away from the bloody gate."

I needed a little diplomacy here. I had to persuade him to open the gate for me, and getting angry would earn me nothing but a pellet in my skull. I tried to breathe in and control my pulse, but the feeling of something being outside control made me feel trapped. I wanted to climb up the gate, jump in the turret and knock the guard out, but I wouldn�t get more than halfway up before I was peppered with shots from the other one.

I looked back toward the street. The man in the doorframe was still staring at me. He spat his cigarette onto the floor. Above me, both guards had their air rifles trained on my head. I felt my chest begin to tighten, and my palms were getting clammy. The gate loomed over me, unmovable, and I felt the hairs on my arms raise. Who the hell did they think they were to trap me here, to stop me from leaving?

Nobody did that to me - nobody. I was going to show them what happened when you did.

I took my bag off my shoulder and reached inside it. I knew what I was doing was stupid, but I couldn't stop myself. I felt around for my revolver and, with the handle in my grasp, I was ready to pull it out. I didn't have any bullets, but I wanted to see how cocky the guard was when I waved a real gun in his face instead of an air rifle. I looked up at him and slowly reached my hand out of my bag, knowing that as soon as they saw the gun they would shoot me.

Just as the silver of the chamber glinted in the sun, I heard a voice call out behind me.

"Kyle, wait."

I turned round. Justin was running toward me in a strange shuffle. He wore a thick coat on that was too long for him at the sleeves, and his body was unbalanced by a rucksack on his shoulder.

I looked up at the guard. "Get this open, now."

The guard acted like he hadn't heard me. Justin got closer, and he had a nervous grin on his face.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"I�m leaving."

"But where?"

"You don't need to know."

He stood in front of me and dropped his bag to the ground, and there was the clang of something metal. There was a pause, and Justin seemed to be thinking of what to say to me. What could he possibly want?

"Take me with you," he said.

So that was it. That's what the coat and bag were for. I wondered what was in it the bag; probably provisions, but for all I knew it could be his toys or something. The kid had never set foot out of the town in his life, so I dreaded to think what he'd packed as necessities for his "trip".

I stopped just short of sneering at him. "The class trip�s not until next week."

Justin looked at me, puzzled. I realised that he had been born straight into this new world that even after fifteen years hadn�t stabilised itself enough to establish a �normal� way of life for people.� Justin didn't have a clue what things had been like before. He didn't know what a class trip was, because he'd never been in school. I realised how alien the experience of the world was for kids like him, those who were born into it rather than adapting to it. He couldn't help how he was.

This time I spoke in a kinder tone. "You can't come with me." I nodded at what was beyond the gate. �There are no walls out there, Justin. There�s nothing separating you from them, and one wrong step will get you killed.�

He shook his head. "I've been out before. Not so far, just round town, but far enough. I know how to avoid them."

"You ever been out at night?" I asked.

He looked to the ground. "No."

"Then you don't know what's out there. Those pathetic bastards are nothing compared to what comes after it gets dark."

"I know about the night things."

I let out a sigh. I looked up and saw that above me the guard was listening to our conversation with interest. I wondered if he had ever been out at night, or whether anyone in this town had ever spent a night in the dark hoping a stalker didn�t catch their scent. Then I remembered Noah and the others in the shack, about how they'd risked their lives to help me with the stalker.

I took a step toward Justin. "The things out there will tear you apart."

His eyes were wide. "I can handle it. Or you can show me."

"I'm not a babysitter."

"And I�m not a baby. I'll pull my weight. I've got supplies," he said, and gave the little bag in front of him a kick.

The bag was packed tight, and I could see the outlines of tin cans busting at the fabric. The stuff would have been a godsend for me, considering I only had enough on me to last a couple of days at a stretch. But the price was having a tagalong, a kid who was so green that he'd blend into the grass, someone who would undoubtedly make the wrong move somewhere down the line and get us both killed.

I could see that he was earnest in wanting to join me, and his intentions were good, but it wasn�t a chance I was willing to take. I shook my head softly. "Why do you even want to come?"

He leaned in a little closer. His voice was quieter. "This town, there's nothing to it. No future. The people here are drinking themselves stupid, and they're not thinking about what�s coming. We should be doing something; farming, expanding, I don't know what. But they're sinking into a rut and they're smiling about it."

The kid was making a little sense in this point. "It�s not much better out there," I said, and nodded my head back toward the gate.

He looked at me in a strange way, almost knowingly. "I bet you got a plan."

He was right, though there was not a chance I was telling him what my plan was.

"You're not coming - end of discussion."

His shoulders sagged, but he didn't say anything else. Maybe the message had finally gotten through to him.

"Look, kid, stay behind your walls. It's safe here. It might not be much of a life, but at least you got one. The second you step outside these walls, it's forfeit."

He said nothing, just stood there and sulked.

I gave his bag a tap. "Take these back to wherever you took them from, people will need them. And look, can you tell this wanker to open the gate?"

Justin looked up and the man in the turret. "Moe says let him go," he said.

The guard pressed a button. The chain and pulley on the gate creaked into motion, and soon the black bars swung open. I stepped through them, out of the safety of the town and back into the wastes. Behind me, I could feel Justin's eyes on my back following me every step of the way.

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I walked out of town and into the woods. The temperature was warm and the leaves on the trees were still. Although the sky was sunny, a grey cloud was gathering to break it. I could smell the earthy aroma of the pine trees, and for some reason it made me feel hungry. How long had it been since I'd eaten?

There were a few lone infected walking lazily through the trees, but there was nothing to worry about unless I planned on making a racket. My most pressing need was to find shelter before night came. There I could get some food in my belly and fire up the GPRS, because I needed to get my bearings. The last two days had knocked me off course, and I didn't have a clue which direction I should be heading in. I could have turned it on there and then, but I didn't trust doing it out in the open. There were too many places for bodies to lurk and eyes to see.

I walked for forty-five minutes and I found the shack that Noah and his friends had stayed in. I didn�t know whether I should use it; for all I knew, it was a regular spot for the Vasey scouts, and some of them could easily turn up while I slept. The last thing I needed right now was to run into anyone from Vasey.

Then again, I doubted they'd be making any runs anytime soon after what happened to Noah, and besides, the sky was starting to turn a little too dusky for my liking and I didn�t want to get caught in the open. I didn�t have a choice.

I got inside the shack. It was just one room, and it was empty. At some point it had probably been used as a storage shed for park rangers, but now it was just four walls and wooden floor boards. There was a faded poster imploring the use of walky-talkies on patrols on one wall, and from another a sink stuck out from the plaster, though the water had long since been cut off.� I dropped my bag and sank to the floor, resting my back against the wall that was furthest away from the door. As soon as I touched the floorboards, I felt my energy seep out of me.

In the corner of the room I found a small grill camping stove with a rubber tube that connected it to a gas canister, as well as two bottles of water that I deemed drinkable through their lack of any offensive odour. I twisted the knob of the camping stove to feed it gas, and I pressed in the ignition to create a spark that sent blue flames shooting underneath the grill. Despite it being evidence that the Vasey scouts used this shack on their trips, it was a fantastically lucky find. If I'd had a calendar with me, I would have checked to see if it was my birthday.

Five minutes later I had a chicken soup sachet cooking in the pot. The smell was salty and about as far away from chicken as you could get, but the aroma of warm food was enough to make my mouth water. I could almost hear my stomach thanking me in anticipation.

While the soup simmered I reached into my bag and took out my GPRS. I turned it round in my hand looking for nicks or scratches, and once I was satisfied there were none I rotated the screen toward me. It was time to see just how much further I had left to go. I thought of the detour of the past two days, and I clenched my jaw. I knew I must have at least four hundred miles left, and I could cover about twenty five a day if I got my arse in gear. This had been was two whole days wasted, fifty miles not walked.

I pressed in the rubber ON button and waited. It usually took a moment and then the screen turned blue, but now it was completely blank. I left it a few more seconds, but the tight feeling in my chest made it hard to be patient.

I pressed it again. And again. This time I pressed the button in deeper, held it in longer. The screen stayed black.

I ran my fingers through my hair. If the GPRS was broken, I was absolutely screwed. The farm was so far away that I would never get there without directions, and though I'd been told where it was, I had never been there myself. My only link was the GPRS, into which years ago Clara had programmed the coordinates ready for a trip that we never got to make.

The idea of the farm and carving out a life there was a dream, really, because there was no telling what kind of state it was going to be in. But I had to make it. I owed it to Clara, because I'd promised I'd get us there once. I promised her that no matter how run-down it had gotten, we would put the work in and make it our own; that we�d make a safe home in a world where death stared in from all sides.

And now the screen was black. I twisted the unit in my hands again looking for signs of damage. In my haste I dropped it to the floor. I snatched it up again, held my breath, and pressed the button.

Nothing.

I stood up. I put my hands behind my head and paced the room. It was broken, that much I was sure of, and the chances of getting the parts to fix it, even if I had the know-how, were slim.

I couldn't breathe, but I couldn't stay still. Everything was ruined.

The door of the shack burst open. I snapped my head to the doorway and felt every nerve in my body fire. Within a second I tensed my muscles ready to snap on anything that moved toward me.

A thin figure appeared in the doorway and stepped out of the night. It was Justin. He looked at me, and then looked at the GPRS on the floor.

"Damn, that's too bad," he said, his voice hollow, his lips curled into a smile.

That was when I knew it was him.

Chapter 5

Before I could even recognise my actions I had stomped across the room. I towered over Justin, my nostrils flaring as I took big breaths. I knew that he had done something with the GPRS but I just didn�t know what, and I knew it was going to take every ounce of my self-control not to beat it out of him.

�I wasn�t a violent man, and he was just a kid, but if he had broken the GPRS then I was screwed. Stupidly, I didn't know the way to the farm by heart; I relied on the machine to tell me. I�d once tried to learn the way so that I�d have a back-up in case the worst happened, but after two days of straining I had to give it up. I guess my brain just doesn�t work that way. It�s not like I could just ask someone where it was either; of the two people in the post-infected world who knew the farm, one of them was dead and I never wanted to see the other again.

I poked a finger into Justin's chest. His body was so soft that my finger seemed to sink in, and he took a faltering step back toward the wall. He looked strangely calm.

"What the fuck have you done?" I said with a tight voice.

Despite how I loomed over him, Justin didn't shrink away. This was a far cry from the kid I had seen in town, the one with the awkward gait who couldn't even balance his own shoulders. He cleared his throat. "Does it really matter, now, huh? It�s done either way."

I turned away from him. I could feel my face getting red. I walked across the room in three strides, picked up the GPRS and then walked back. In front of Justin, I pressed in the 'on' button, but the screen stayed dead. Justin watched me with a bored expression. I shook the GPRS in his face.

"Tell me what you did. Show me how to fix it."

He took the GPRS out of my hands, flipped it over and slid a finger along it. A plastic latch started to open.

"This is the battery compartment. See how it's empty?"

If I weren�t so furious, I would have felt stupid for not checking that. "So you took it."

Justin nodded. "Not only that," he said with pride, as though I was supposed to be happy with what he had done, "I broke it so you can't put a fresh one in.�

I could feel my face start to burn, and I clenched my teeth. As if picking up on my cues, Justin carried on explaining himself.� �Before you go crazy, hear me I out. I did it to help you. I took the battery, so that way, if someone were to find it they'd have no idea where you're going."

The blood was pounding in my ears so loud I almost couldn't hear what he was saying. I might as well have turned the cooking stove off, because right now my face felt red enough to start a fire. I tightened my fist and felt my skin wrap around my knuckles. I looked at Justin and the placid smile on his lips, and suddenly I wasn't seeing a kid anymore, I was seeing a face that I wanted to smash. How dare he do this? Did he even realise just what he had done? Without the GPRS route everything was ruined, because I had no idea where I was supposed to go. Without that, without something to aim for, I was lost.

I felt the vein in my temple twitch. "Are you actually trying to get me to kill you? Do you have a death wish? Because there are easier ways, I promise."

He dropped the GPRS to the ground. My stomach jumped at the thudding sound it made on the wooden floor. Justin looked up at me. "I gave you a chance to say yes."

"You're trying my patience."

"I asked you nicely to take me with you. I even brought supplies, but you're so stubborn. You're like Moe - you don't listen to anyone but yourself."

I could almost have laughed if it didn�t feel like my throat was tightening up. "And you think I'm going to take you with me now? I�d rather kill you," I choked out.

My shoulders shook and there was a tension in my legs, a restlessness that made me want to pace around the room. I could hear the chicken soup bubbling over in the corner and knew it was going to start spitting out onto the floor soon, but I couldn't concentrate on anything but the smug boy in front of me. My physical advantage was so big as to make the idea of a fight laughable, but all I could think about was punching him in the face.

�For a whole year I had travelled alone toward the farm, and in all that time I had stayed away from people. Well, look how right I was. The second I came into contact with someone, he had purposefully messed with my plans.

My head throbbed and it was getting harder to think. All I could feel was the rush of anger, the hot feeling as my blood flooded to my head.� I raised my hand, extended it toward Justin and wrapped it around his throat.

I pushed him back, and his head hit the wall with a thud. I squeezed my hand against his windpipe and I felt the jagged contours of his neck bones as they met his Adam's apple. Justin let out a choking sound, but he didn't struggle against me. His eyes watched me in an almost interested way, as though he were curious as to what was going to happen. I squeezed his neck tighter. It felt so fragile, as if I could completely snap it if I applied more pressure.

"I'm giving you once chance here," I said, "If you don't give me the battery and fix it, I won't just kill you; I'll squeeze until you pass out, and when you wake up you'll be in the middle of the forest, alone and far from here, and I'll make sure the infected can smell you. It won't be a quick death. You'll scream so loud that you'll wake Moe from his sleep."

He stared at me with his wide bug eyes. He blinked once but said nothing, and this made my temple throb even harder. I tightened my hand a little and felt the sinews of his neck move like gristle. It would be so easy now just to squeeze a little more and snap his neck. My breath caught in my chest, and I could feel my heart pounding.

As I squeezed his neck, I felt consciousness came back to me, and my head started to clear. I looked at my hand and realised what I was doing. The image disgusted me, the idea that I�d fallen this far. I wasn't this sort of man. I might be many things, but child killer wasn�t one of them.

I loosened my grip. Justin's body sagged a little, and he took in a deep breath. From the raspy sounds he made I could tell he was struggling to fill his lungs, and I could see red marks from where my fingers had been wrapped around his neck. He looked at me calmly, which made my anger rise again. I gave him a hard shove into the wall then walked away from him, scared of what I would do next.

"Dammnit! When a man is strangling you, you better show some fear," I said to him. "Because next time it won't be someone like me, and your stupid stare will make them go all the way."

I was sat on the floor with my back against the wall. Justin walked over to the end of the shack. He looked at the chicken soup bubbling in the cooking pot.

"It's boiling dry."

"Leave it."

He turned off the stove, wrapped the sleeves of his jacket around his hands and picked up the pot. As he moved it onto the floor the smell of the chicken wafted over to me, and the way my mouth salivated reminded me of how long it had been since I had eaten.

Justin walked over and sat in front of me, cross legged. His eyes stared straight at mine. "I know I've not seen much of the world, and I know in some ways I'd hold you back, but I've got skills. Sure, I'd need you to look out for me with the infected for a little, but I'd get used to them. And there's other stuff I can do to help you."

His voice sounded as young as he actually was, but the way he spoke was so much older. He was obviously intelligent, a trait I could never really say I had. I was more of the practical type, a reactionary kind of guy. I could fight fires, but I sure as hell couldn�t figure out a way to stop them from happening.

I looked down at the ground, because I couldn't look at Justin�s face anymore. The GPRS was broken, and on my last count I was four hundred miles away from where I needed to be. If I was closer � maybe ten miles away - I could have gotten lucky and found it myself. But four hundred miles was impossible. There was someone else who knew where the farm was, but going to see him wasn't an option.

"I can tell you're a little sceptical," he continued, "But I learnt lots of stuff growing up; things you couldn't learn out here. For example, I can remember every Prime Minister and the term he served going back to 1721.�

I could feel him poking at my patience. �Take a look outside. I can�t think of a more useless skill to have these days than knowing who ran the country in 1968.�

Justin�s eyes darted to the corner of his eye sockets for a split second. �Harold Wilson. But that�s not the point. I�ve got a memory palace.�

Maybe he couldn�t sense how brittle my will power was and how bad it would be for him if it broke, because he took my silence as a sign that he should explain himself. He looked me in the eyes, gave me a beaming grin, and then spoke. �What I�m saying is, I�ve got an amazing memory.�

"Then maybe you better remember how close I was to snapping your neck."

"I do. And there's all sort of other things I can store up here.� He tapped his temple. �Really interesting things. When you were unconscious in Vasey, for example, I memorised the route stored on your GPRS tracker."

I lifted my head. "What?"

"Your route - I memorised it, every single step."

"Are you screwing with me?"

Justin smiled, and I could see one of his teeth was missing on the bottom row. Too bad there were no dentists around these days. "Nope. I can tell you every step you need to take to get to wherever it is you're going." He cleared his throat. "But just where it is it we�re going to end up, exactly?"

"You should know, apparently," I said, ignoring his use of �we� for now.

"I know the route, but I don't have a clue what's waiting there. The end point you set means nothing to me."

It was clear what he wanted. The GPRS unit was broken, and the kid had memorised the route. He was my only lifeline to get where I needed to be, and he knew it. I only had two options - give in to him and let him come with me, or give up on the farm.

Was he worth the risk? The boy was as naive as it got when it came to surviving, and not only would I have to look out for him, but any wrong move he made would put me in danger as well. At some point, too, I was sure that I was going have to dig a grave for him, because nobody lasted long in the wilds. And I had already done too much digging.

I thought about the farm and my promise to Clara. I thought about having to see yet another person die, and then having to bury him.

When the time came, I would do it. Until then, I didn't have much of a choice.

I stared at him intensely and kept my tone firm. "You don't move unless I tell you to. You don't do anything unless I give you permission.� You don't use this genius brain of yours to decide anything for yourself, and you definitely don't speak unless it's an answer to a question. Got it?"

Justin nodded and gave a faint smile.

"And the second we get to the end of the route, you're gone."

Chapter 6

Justin�s feet thudded on the forest floor and smashed every twig and leaf in their path. With each crunch and snap I looked around me to make sure we hadn't drawn the unwanted attention of an infected.

"Do you have weights in your boots?"

Justin looked at me. His face was looking wearier, a little less cocky and there was two days of stubble sprayed on his cheeks, though most of the hair was light and the growth was sparse. "What do you mean?"

I put a hand on his shoulder and forced him to move slower. "Walk a little quieter. It's like you're trying to invite them over for a chat."

We had covered thirty-five miles in the last two days. The first day after Justin had joined me we only walked fourteen, because despite getting something to eat, I still felt zapped. I also found that travelling with someone else held you back in other ways. The kid couldn't match my pace, and though he never asked me to stop or take a break, there were times when his breathing got heavy and I could tell his steps were tough for him to take. The second day was better, and we managed twenty-one miles, but this was because we got out of the woods and managed a full day's walk over flat terrain.

We moved over the English countryside, and under different circumstances I might have said it was beautiful; it was green, hilly and clear for miles. You didn�t have to worry about an infected jumping out at you because you could see everything around you in all directions, and that meant you could afford to walk a little quicker. For two days our view had been nothing but swaying fields with grass high enough to reach our ankles. Now though, we had hit woodland again.

"How thick is this patch?" I asked him.

His eyes looked up and to the side, as though he were searching his brain for data. "I don�t know. The GPRS didn�t have a route through the trees. We should be on the road somewhere over there,� he said, and pointed east of us.

I looked up. Through the slots of the tress I could see the sky, and it looked grey. Darkness was starting to creep in, and soon the whole woodland would be black. I looked as far through the trees as I could but there didn't seem to be any shelter. There wasn�t going to be any scout shack like back in Vasey, because there were no populated areas in this neck of the woods. This made me sweat. I didn't want to be out in the open again when the stalkers came.

"How far�s the nearest town?" I asked.

He shrugged his shoulders. "I dunno."

"I forget that you're not Google."

"Eh?"

I shook my head. "Never mind."

"Are we stopping?" asked Justin.

I dropped my rucksack to the ground. It was about five times heavier than it had been two days ago, and though this meant extra weight to carry, I was glad of it. Justin had brought enough supplies with him to get us a hell of a lot closer to the farm, and the first thing I'd done when I agreed to let him join me was to transfer most of them to my own bag. The kid thought it was because I wanted to help him carry the load, but really it was because if he screwed up and got himself killed, I didn't want to be left starving.

I took a look round us and, seeing nothing, lowered myself to the forest floor. The mud was a little damp from a light shower in the morning, but it had been a long time since I had cared about something like that. Justin sat down, felt the wetness of the dirt and instead put his bag underneath him.

"Think we're going to have to hold up here for the night. Don't know exactly where we are, but I got an inkling there's a village a few days away."

Justin blinked. "You don't trust me, but you�ll trust an inkling?"

"An inkling never got me killed."

Truth was I had been here once, many years ago, so I had a dim recollection of the area. Back then though, I had been with Clara, and I had been too focused on how beautiful my new wife was to take in the scenery.

"Won't 'they' come out? The things?"

"Stalkers." I said.

"That's what they're called?"

I nodded. "That'd be the dictionary term, if someone out there was still printing them. Truth is I don't know if they�ll come out here. But I think we're good for miles on either side - there's nothing here but fields. Stalkers stick near towns and villages where they know there are people.�

Justin tilted his head to the side. "What are they?"

I swallowed. I didn�t want to spend time thinking about the stalkers. "Don't ask. Just if we ever see one, for god�s sake do what I say."

A few hours later the woods were cloaked in darkness. Somewhere in the tree above me a bird shuffled in its nest, and aside from that the only sound was the regular chirp of crickets. A breeze blew cold on my cheeks, and with it came the smell of spring onions from a patch that must have been growing nearby. The sky was so black that I couldn't see whether it was cloudy or not, though the absence of stars wasn't a good sign. The last thing we needed when we didn't have shelter was for it to start raining. I'd spent some long, wet nights out in the open over the last few years, and I didn't plan to spend many more if I could help it.

Justin had his back against a log that was led horizontally on the forest floor. The middle of it was hollow and looked like it had been chewed by something, but the hole wasn't big enough to get inside. I rested my body against a tree, but I kept my mind alert. It felt good to sit down. I could actually feel the tiredness seeping out of me; it was like a warm energy that drained from my limbs. It was a good feeling, but it would have been even better would be to get some sleep.

�I looked over at the kid. He had his eyes focussed on his hands, and he seemed to be picking dirt from underneath his fingernails. Could I trust him to keep watch tonight, I wondered? I really needed to get some shut eye, even if it was just for an hour, but I didn't want to go to sleep and leave the kid watching out for me.

No, I couldn't do it. No matter how scratchy and red my eyes were, no matter how much my shoulders felt like a weight crushing me down, I couldn't sleep while he sat watch. I was just going to have to snatch ten minutes here and there when it was light. My body ached at the thought of the next morning, of another day of hiking on tired limbs.

"Justin," I said.

He looked up. His eyes were puffy. "Yeah?"

"You should get some sleep."

He put his hands on his lap. "How long've you been out here Kyle?"

"Don�t talk, just go to sleep. I'll keep watch."

Justin put his bag in front of him then led his head on it. He wrapped his green raincoat round his body and tucked it tight up to his chin. It only took fifteen minutes, and then he was out for the count. As the kid lightly snored the night away, I began to wonder how we were going to cope for the next few hundred miles. He wanted to experience what it was like out here in the wild, in the real world, but he had no idea whatsoever how to live in it. If we were going to make it to the farm without further incident, then I was going to have to teach him how to survive.

The fact was, as soon as we reached the farm he was on his own, and whether he decided to carry on living in the wilds or he decided to go back to Vasey, he was going to have to do it independently. I knew I would never buckle from the decision to leave him, but I could at least prepare him better for when the time came.

The night sky reached its peak of darkness and the visibility in the forest was less than a couple of metres. The temperate had plummeted, so I zipped up my coat and tucked my chin inside. In a way I was thankful for it, because the cold helped keep me alert.

Despite having potential hypothermia as an ally, though, my eyelids were starting to feel heavy. My head was light, my body drained of energy, my eyes closing. I struggled to keep them open as my brain coaxed me into a soft sleep, and soon I felt myself surrendering against the feeling.

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I opened my eyes. My brain felt fuzzy from the sleep I had just accidentally taken. Somewhere to my right, I heard something crunch. I felt my face drain of blood, and one word automatically leapt into my brain: Stalker.

My shoulders went tight and my hands were clammy, but I took a deep breath, held it in and tried to control myself. I looked at Justin. The only movement coming from him was the rise and fall of his chest. I turned my head to the right and listened intently. If it was a stalker, it probably wouldn't make another noise, I knew. There were two possibilities: either it had caught our scent and it was working its way toward us, in which case the first we would know about it would be when it tore one of us apart. The second possibility was that it was a lone infected, just another corpse shambling through the forest.

Please be an infected, I thought.

Justin stirred. No, I thought, don't wake up. That would be the worst damn timing ever. To my right there was another crunch, and the sound of something dragging. I stared as intently as I could but my eyes couldn't puncture the thick curtain of darkness. Whatever it was could be metres away, and we wouldn't have the slightest idea. I looked up at the sky. Never in my life had I wished more for a little bit of moonlight.

Justin moved again. I got to my knees and crawled toward him as quietly as I could, taking care to brush my path for any twigs that could snap underneath me. When I reached him, he was waking up. He mumbled something unintelligible, and then shoved the rain coat off his chest. He was about to sit up when I put my hand firmly on his chest, pushed him down and put my hand over his mouth.

"Don't make a sound. There's something out there, but I don't know what and I don't have a clue where it is," I whispered.

I moved my hand away from his mouth. Justin quietly sat up. He looked around him, but he could see about as much as I could. His eyes were squinting into the darkness.

"Stalker?" he said.

I listened again. I could hear the dragging sound, but it seemed to be going further away. I let out a breath and felt a wave of relief. This was no stalker, and if it was, it was a pretty damn bad one. At any rate, whatever was out there was moving away from us. What worried me more though was falling asleep while on watch. That was dangerous for both us.

"Talk to me about something," I said to Justin.

He straightened up and rubbed his eyes. "You actually want to talk to me?"

I nodded. "Got to keep awake somehow, unless you got some coffee tucked away somewhere."

"What should we talk about?"

"You got a water bottle?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Pass it here then."

I took a big drink, letting the first few gulps of the cold water take care of my thirst. I sloshed another gulp round my mouth to clear the dryness. I spat it out onto the forest floor. "Ask me a question," I told him.

Out in the distance, the dragging sound got even fainter. "What happened to your wife?" Justin asked.

It was like a sucker-punch in the stomach. I'd expected him to ask something light and easy, but instead he'd gone straight in for the big question.

�"Not about me," I said. "You wanted to know about the world and what it�s like living without Vasey�s walls Well, I�ve lived out here almost as long as you�ve been alive. So ask me about it."

He cleared his throat. "Why do you let some of the infected walk away? How come you don't kill all of them?

I sat back against the tree trunk. There was something sticking out from it into my back, but I didn't move. The uncomfortable sensation made it easier to stay awake.

"Just a case of conserving energy and making as little noise as possible. Don�t kill something that you know isn't going to kill you, because it's a waste of time. Plus, killing things at night attracts stalkers. They can smell blood being spilt, even if it's the clotted stuff that leaks out of the infected.�

"So it's not because you think they're still people?"

I almost laughed at the thought. "Fifteen years ago they were people, kid. Those days are long gone."

"I always wondered what it was like to live back then. Moe told me you could get on a plane and visit other countries."

I looked up at the sky and thought about the last time I�d seen something flying up there. It was seven years ago, when I was with Clara, her brother David and the rest of the group. We'd seen a helicopter hover over us for a few seconds, and then it flew away.

"Is Moe your dad?" I asked him.

"Dad's dead." said Justin. His words were automatic and sounded hollow, as though it was an answer he'd been taught.

It made me think of my parents. I wondered what had happened to them, how things had ended. I liked to think that they'd died peacefully, but somehow I doubted it.

"Why did you really want to come with me?" I said. �And don�t give me this �seeing the world� bullshit.�

He took a few seconds to consider the question. When he spoke, his voice was a whisper. "It's too confined there. They're just waiting to die, all of them. They never think or plan, they just drink and smoke and fight. One day they're gonna run out of food or someone's gonna leave the gate open and a load of infected will get in. Either way, I had this feeling that if I stayed there, I was gonna die.�

I nodded. �You�re not wrong.�

Justin looked at the ground.� �I had a dream where Moe let one of the infected into my room while I was asleep and it ate me."

I shook my head slowly, though in the darkness I doubt Justin saw it. "It's not much better out here," I said.

I was starting to feel sorry for him. Sorry that he had been born into this world and had never known anything else. At least I'd had something of a life before all this - I had a job, a house, a beautiful wife. I was forty-two now, so I'd already had twenty seven years on earth that I didn't have to spend worrying about being eaten or seeing other people get eaten. This world was all Justin knew, and all he'd ever know. I didn't blame him for wanting to leave town, because I felt the same way as him. But that didn't change anything.

"Justin," I said.

The kid looked up.

I stretched my legs out in front of me. "As soon as we get to the farm, you're still on your own. If it comes down to life and death along the way - between me and you - I choose me every time. Don't ever forget that."

A thick cloud hung above us in the night sky. Slowly rain started to drip down, hitting the leaves of the trees in heavy patters and then falling onto us. It soaked into my clothes and skin, and made me shiver. Despite being cold and wet, I was thankful for the rain, because at least it helped me keep my eyes open.

Chapter 7

"Stop being so stubborn."

Justin stood in front of me and stared. I sat down on a rock and put my head in my hands, ostensibly using the time to think, but really trying to snatch every second of rest that I could. The kid was getting used to our long walks now and we had fewer rest stops. It was amazing what a good night's sleep could do for you.

I didn't know, of course, because I was sleeping only an hour or two a night. My body ached like it was held together by cello tape. I rubbed my head and my skull felt hollow.

"We have to take the motorway, Kyle. I know what you're saying, but just trust me,� said Justin.

The word 'trust' snapped me out of it. I lifted my head. "We don't have to go anywhere except where I say so. The village is quicker."

We were on the top of a grassy hill, high enough for the wind to collect and snap around our heads. The view was spectacular; to our west was the Ribble Valley, a collection of hills that stopped just short of being mountains, but none the less attracted waves of hikers during the summer.

Clara and I had climbed one of the modest peaks once, and I remembered having to stuff my pockets with the contents of her handbag when the handle snapped. I could remember it in minute detail, the smell of the grass as it cooked in the sun, the feeling of the breeze on my freshly-shaved head. It was stupid that this was the stuff I remembered, yet despite being together most of sixteen years Clara's face was fuzzy in my mind. It was strange, the little memories that the brain filed away and marked as relevant while forgetting other stuff. I felt the top of my head and ran my hands through my now-thick hair, messy from months without a cut.

Below us was a metaphorical fork in the road. One track would take us through a village called Blackfoot, and the other route was on the M7C motorway. Given that I�d been here before, I knew something of this place, and I knew which route to take. Justin might have liked being the guide and telling me which direction to go, but today I didn�t need him.

"I really don't want to go through the village," said Justin.

I looked up at him. With the tip of his right foot he scratched the back of his leg. He was still wearing the raincoat that was so big on him in practically reached his knees, and tucked into his belt at the front of his trousers was a hunting knife that he had gotten from a hardware store in Vasey. The silver of the blade was still gleaming. In contrast I looked down at my own, and saw the dirt that collected in the ridges, and a blade so dull that it was more useful for spreading butter that cutting. It would have to do. You could still use it to smash through a skull if you used enough force.

"What�s wrong with Blackfoot?" I asked.

"The GPRS said take the motorway."

I shook my head. "Course it did - they all say that because they assume motorways are quicker. Only this time, I know more than that piece of crap. Going through the village is better. It'll cut a day's travel at least."

Justin scratched the back of his head. "Won�t it be dangerous in down there? Won't there be more of ...them?"

"Nothing we can't handle if you can learn to walk a little quieter."

Justin took a few steps toward me and bent down. His face looked a little white. "Look, Kyle. There's something else. I know this place too."

"How?"

Justin turned round and pointed. I followed his outstretched hand and it led over past the village and to the east, where there was a warehouse building about five miles out. "Down there's a wholesaler�s. Our scouts used to come this way and make runs - the place is still full of stuff. Only, they had to stop."

I strained my eyes and tried to make out more detail on the warehouse � there was a sign on the front, but it was too far away to read. If Justin was right, though, maybe it was worth a look. A wholesaler that was still full of stock was a rare thing indeed, and my mouth watered at the prospect of the things that might be there � food, chocolate, beer, maybe even a whiskey.

"So why did they stop?"

Justin shoved his hand in his pockets. "There's a group that lives in this area. They call themselves a family, but I never heard of a family who did the things they do. They're hunters."

"What�s so bad about that?" I asked. I'd caught and skinned more than a few rabbits in my time in the wilds. You did what you could, and you ate what you could to survive.

"They hunt men,� he said, and tucked his chin into his coat.

***

The streets of Blackfoot were dirty and empty. The whole place was so silent that not even the wind dared make a sound. Despite the fact that Justin was probably talking crap, I still found myself scanning the windows of the buildings and looking out of the corners of my eyes to see if anyone was watching us. Hunters of men. What a load of bollocks. I'd lived in the wilds long enough to know that men did whatever it took to survive, which sometimes meant killing others. But there certainly wasn�t a group out there making a game of it.

We walked as quickly as we could without making any noise, and I had Justin walk close to me to keep an eye on him. Like it or not, after we got a few miles out of the village I was going to need him, because from then on I didn't know the way to the farm. As soon as we got within spitting distance of it, though, he could do whatever the hell he wanted.

�There was a rotten smell in the air, and somewhere in the distance I heard a feral dog bark. I reached to my belt for my knife and gave the handle a tap. Dogs were a problem whenever you got into a village or town. They ran in packs, five or six beta dogs subservient to an alpha, and they were ridiculously aggressive against anything that moved. Who thought that man's best friend would turn on him so easily?

"How far do we need to go?" asked Justin. He stared straight ahead, oblivious to any danger, whereas I jerked my head from left to right trying to scan every conceivable place an infected could be lurking.

"Through the high street and straight on out of town. That way, we make a detour that cuts out half the terrain that the motorway can't avoid."

"And what about them?" he said, nodding to the infected that were in front of us.

Two of them stood in our path, and when they saw us approaching them they turned and moaned. I tried to make out what they had once looked like, but fifteen years after infection it was tough to see any humanity in them. Their faces were full of sharp edges from where their bones pressed against their skin, and their scraggly hair tumbled to their shoulders. They stretched out their arms, and at the ends of their fingers long, dirty fingernails pointed at us. That was one of the more disgusting things about the infected; the fact that their hair and fingernails carried on growing after death.

"Is this one of the times we ignore them?" asked Justin.

I reached for my knife, took hold of the handle and pulled it out. I turned to the kid. "Think about it. Which direction do we need to go?"

"Straight on."

"And where are they?"

"Straight on."

I pointed my knife at them. "Then this isn't one of the times we ignore them. You take the smaller one on the left - he looks your height. "

I walked forward, poised and alert. Justin kept pace with me, and when we got closer he pulled out his knife. He held it at an awkward angle, almost at his waist, which meant that he had more work to do to stab the infected in the head. I held mine at head height and tensed my arm. Set on earning their meal, the infected let out guttural moans and stumbled toward us. They were only metres away now, and I could feel my pulse quicken in anticipation. I steadied my legs and got ready to stab.

My infected launched at me clumsily, hoping to grab onto some part of me with its outstretched arms. It was tall and its belly was bloated, and it wore a ragged football shirt. I stepped to the side and let it stumble past me. I reached forward and grabbed the back of its collar, but the material was so rotted that it tore clean out of my grasp.

To my left, Justin cried out. I snapped my eyes on him and saw that he had lodged his knife in the smaller infected's chest just below the collar bone, and he was trying to push the straining monster away. I took three strides toward him, raised my knife in the air and then planted it in the top of the infected's head, caving in its skull a meringue. I let it drop to the floor.

Justin sank to the ground, his eyes wide and his face a deathly white.

The infected to my right growled. I turned toward it but it was already in my face, so close to me that when it snapped its teeth I could hear the sound of them clacking together. I took hold of it by the neck with my left hand, raised my right and then brought my knife down into its skull. As the dead body fell to the floor, I let a long breath escape my lungs. After a few seconds, I got myself together.

"Did it bite you?" I asked him.

He shook his head. His face was pale and I could see that his hands were shaking. This was the first time that I had ever seen the kid scared - he hadn't even blinked when I'd strangled him back in the shack. I knew I should ask him if he was alright, show a little concern, but I didn�t have time for that.

"Pull yourself together," I said. "There will be more."

Sure enough, behind us at the bottom of the high street a couple of infected had gathered and were slowly picking up our trail. More would appear before long, I knew, and soon we'd have a crowd of them chasing us. The chase itself wasn't a problem, because they could never pick up enough speed to catch you. The problem was that they were relentless. Once they got on your trail - that was it. They wouldn't stop and rest, they wouldn�t sleep. They were driven by only one basic impulse, and they would stop at nothing to get it.

"Pick up your pace." I said.

We moved quicker down the high street. I looked behind me and saw that the two infected were now six. Ahead of us, the street twisted round a corner. I knew that round it there was another short walk and then we were out of Blackfoot. I couldn�t wait to leave.

I looked behind us again. Now there were ten of them. Where the hell were they coming from?

"Just round this corner then we're home free. Come on, speed it up. And don't look back."

As soon as he heard me say the words, Justin looked back. "Shit," he said.

We were moving just short of a jog now. We travelled through the high-street and turned the corner, after which we would be golden.

As soon as we turned the corner though, I froze.

"Oh, fuck," said Justin.

I would have scolded the kid for his language, but his sentiment was right, because in front of us was a giant makeshift barricade that completely blocked the exit to the village. It stretched twenty metres from either side and was made of various items of scrap metal - steel sheets, kitchen sinks, shopping trolleys - that were arranged like a madman's game of Tetris. There was no way through it, and there was sure as hell no way to move it.

Behind us, a couple of hundred metres and closing, fifteen or so infected chased us.

"Now what?" said Justin.

"Give me a minute," I said, and put my hand to my forehead.

Justin stared at the makeshift barricade that blocked us in. His eyes seemed to light up, and a little of the colour came back to his cheeks. "There's a way through," he said.

I looked at the barricade again. It might not have been air tight - there were gaps in it here and there - but there sure as hell wasn't enough room for a person to fit through.

"Don�t be stupid," I said.

He looked at me with a wounded look on his face. "I'm telling you, Kyle. There's a way. Stop being so stubborn and listen to me." He walked over to the barricade. "Lemme go first then, and prove it."

I was going to tell him to shut up and let me think, but before I could say anything he moved a shopping trolley as much as he could to one side to work enough room to squeeze into. With that, he squirmed his way through the barricade. I looked at the hole that he had left, and there was no way I was going to fit my frame through it. I was considerably bigger than Justin, and I was nowhere near as agile. The kid was like a rat.

I bit my tongue and tried to fight back the rising anger that I could feel building. Why had he gone off like that? Way back when we started, hadn't I specifically told him that he had to do everything I said, that he mustn�t act on his own? Yet he had gone and done just that, leaving me stood on my own, trapped and with twenty of the infected closing in. Just wait until I got hold of him; the strangling was going to seem like a treat compared to what I would do this time.

The infected were close enough now that I could make out what passed for their faces. I could see their expressions - blank for the most part, yet there was something like desire in their eyes, something in their stares that glimmered. It was likely a hunger for my flesh, but it was proof enough to me that something about them was still alive, even though they weren�t people.

At their pace, I had five minutes until they reached me. I still had my knife, and with that I could probably take a few of them out, but with no space to fight and nowhere to run, this was a battle I was sure to lose.

Above me the sky had taken on a late-afternoon grey tint. It was getting dark, and we were supposed to be out of the village by now. I looked at the barricade. Where the hell was the kid?

"Justin?" I shouted, no longer caring about making a noise.

There was no answer.

I weighed up my options. As I saw it, I only had two; fight the twenty infected on my own, or try and get through the barricade.

I put my knife back in my belt and walked up to the wall of scrap metal. I found the part that Justin had squeezed through, and I pushed on the shopping trolley to try and make a little more room for myself. Blowing out as much air as I could to make my body smaller, I crawled forward. I worked my way slowly through the barricade, squeezing my body into a much smaller space than it had any right to fit. Through squirming carefully and sucking in my stomach, I could almost see an exit.

And then I got stuck.

I tried to move my body, but it was wedged right between two blocks of metal. I felt my chest tighten and adrenaline shot through me as the panic took over. No matter how much I tried I couldn't move. Outside the barricade and on the high street, the infected were so close that I could hear them moan. My legs poked out of the barricade and soon they would be an open target for the infected to chew on. I was going to be eaten alive.

Or half of me was, anyway.

I started breathing noisily heavily though my nostrils, and it was all I could do now to shout out madly. "Justin," I said in as calm a voice as I could. "If you're here, I need your help right fucking now."

When no reply came, I suspected the worst for him. For now though, his wellbeing was the furthest thing from my mind. This was it for me. The infected were getting closer to my outstretched legs, and I was completely stuck.

From outside the barricade, a gun popped off. There was the sound of bodies hitting the pavement as the gun exploded several times, and then it stopped. My heart hammered. I twisted and turned and slowly shifted the metal off me and backed my way out. I managed to move my body around so that the top half of me was out of the barricade, but my leg was still trapped. I looked up and saw what the sounds had been.

A man was there. A man with a gun and a grin.

Chapter 8

There were still five stray infected all within a feet of him, but the man didn�t seem to care. One of them stumbled close, but he sidestepped, got behind it and drove a hunting knife through its head with a crack, sending bloody skull fragments to the floor. He wiped the blade on his green khaki trousers.

As he walked over to me his steps were almost playful, and despite how heavy his boots looked, they didn�t make a sound on the ground. Justin could learn something about stealth from this guy. He had a thick brown moustache that curled over his top lip and into his mouth, which must have been irritating, and his eyes were small, squinty, and gave him an almost sneering look.� I wondered if his army khakis meant he was in the military, or if he was one of those guys who just loved to pretend he was.

Before getting to me he stopped above the body of one of the infected. It was a little boy who wore a blue t-shirt. The man put his foot underneath the boy�s body and gave a kick, flipping him over. On the boys t-shirt, faded but just about there, was the outline of a train. The man looked at the boy�s face as though he was trying to recognise him, but attempting to see any facial features was made impossible through fifteen years of infection. He shook his head and turned his attention back on me.

I moved my foot and tried to pry it loose inch by inch, but it wouldn�t move. The weight of the metal on it was such that if I moved too much, the whole barricade was going to shift itself onto me and break my foot, and then I really would be screwed. I could still move my arms though, so I reached to my waist and pulled out my knife. I looked at the man and wondered if I�d get time to use it.

He lifted his gun up in the air and gave a sideways nod to it, with a mocking look in his eyes.

�Gun beats knife,� he said. His voice was gravelly, like a boot crunching on glass.

He was right, I knew. If things went bad I could swing my knife all I wanted, but all he had to do was take a step back out of my reach, pull the trigger and I�d be done. With the metal sheets trapping my leg, I was completely at his mercy. Behind him, the four infected were slowly making their way toward us. I felt sweat trickle down my forehead.

The man took a step closer and knelt in front of me so that his head was only a little higher than mine. Up close he had the same unwashed smell that most of us travellers had, so it was obvious he wasn�t from Vasey. He also smelt faintly of Old Spice, and I didn�t know where he could have gotten that from, or why. What did it matter how we smelt these days? He had a dark leather belt around his waist. On one side of it was a sheath for his knife, and then wrapped around the rest of it were what seemed to be parts taken from various animals � a couple of rabbits paws, presumably for luck, and some teeth that looked like they were from an alligator, though he must have ordered these online before the infection. As I followed the trail of animal memorabilia hung around his belt my eyes snapped onto something, and I felt a cold shiver run through me.

There was a human ear on his belt. It was torn and mangled, but unmistakably human.

I remembered what Justin had said about the hunters, and suddenly it didn�t seem so stupid. The need to free my leg became more urgent, and the feeling of being trapped jabbed at me. It was a struggle to control my breathing, and my chest felt tight. Behind us, getting closer still, the infected moved toward us.

�Name�s Torben,� he said. His voice was as rough as sandpaper. �Torben Tusk.�

I looked down at my leg, but there was no way I could get myself free. It would take someone to hold up the metal while I dragged myself out, and Torben didn�t move to help. I still had my knife in my hand, but he was knelt in such a way that he could easily move himself back if I took a swing at him. The infected were moving slowly toward us right now, but they would speed up when they got closer, and at that point I would need Torben to take care of them or they would be on me.

Where the hell was Justin? I wanted to look at the other side of the barricade to where he had squirmed his way through, but I didn�t want to draw Torben�s attention to it. The longer he thought I was alone, the better.

My only option was to see what he wanted, and hope he didn�t want one of my ears for his belt. I was conscious of the fact that my bag was on the floor a few feet away from me, and in it were the bulk of our supplies as well as the broken GPRS. I prayed Torben didn�t notice it.

Torben wiped his knife on his khakis again. He brought the tip of it toward his mouth and stuck his tongue out so that it was millimetres away from the blade. I thought of the lingering infected atoms that would still be on the silver, just waiting to enter a new host.

�Peculiar, don�t you think? One little nick from this blade, and in a few days I�ll be one of them,� he said, gesturing behind him. He didn�t seem to care that the four infected were only fifty feet away and headed in his direction.

I stayed quiet and kept my eyes focussed on him, waiting for the slightest of movements in my direction. As silently as I could, I twisted my foot and tried to make room to pull it out.

He held the blade of the knife in front of him as if transfixed. �We�re all living like this � inches away from the knife edge. Makes you wonder if it wouldn�t be better to just give in and become one of them.�

The infected were forty feet away now. Where was Justin?

Torben leant in a little closer. �How�d you come to be in this fix?�

I feigned a smile. �I slipped.�� I needed to play nice as much as I could, but I wasn�t telling him anything.

�Accidents happen easier than you think, �specially now. You from town?�

�Yeah,� I lied.

He turned his head away from me and looked at my rucksack on the floor. As he moved, I saw an infected closing in behind him less than ten metres away. My heart pounded. Should I warn him, or should I let it pounce on him? I didn�t trust the guy an inch, and he gave off a vibe that made me want to get far away. But once the infected was done with him, it would eventually turn its attention toward me. Justin was gone and I was stuck, and I�d be helpless as all four of the infected ripped me to pieces.

The infected was five steps away.

�Behind you,� I said.

Without even looking first, Torben readied his knife and span his body, connecting with the stomach of the infected and slashing a deep gash through its skin. Through the tear in its abdomen the infected�s rotten guts slipped out and slapped onto the floor. Torben sprang to his feet, hooked his right leg behind the infected and pushed it to the ground. He walked around to its head, lifted his boot in the air and brought it down with all his weight. The infected�s skull caved like a watermelon and sprayed bits of blood and bone onto the road.

Somewhere behind me, I heard the sound of someone retching. I couldn�t move my head because that meant taking the effort to reposition my whole body, and this would draw Torben�s attention to what I was trying to look at. I knew who was being sick behind the barricade. It had to be Justin. I just hoped he had the sense to keep quiet.

In front of me, Torben lifted his leg, propped it awkwardly on his knee and tried to balance. He picked at the grills of his boots with his knife and dug out a piece of flesh that had lodged between them.

�These are great in the snow, but they�re a bitch to clean,� he said, smiling. �Anyway, what�ve we got here?� He walked toward my rucksack, unzipped it and began to look through it.

The sight of the stranger fishing through my things made my blood run hot. I tried to pull my leg toward me, but the metal wouldn�t budge.� As Torben looked through my bag, I slowly moved my body so that I could get a view of the other side of the barricade. I managed to do it without him seeing, and on the other side of the barricade, there he was.� Sure enough, it was Justin, and his face was pale.

I flicked my head to the side, trying to tell him to run. Justin took a few seconds to comprehend my instructions, but he got them wrong. Instead of running, he started to climb the barricade. He put his foot onto a metal dustbin and began to work his way up.

To my left Torben pulled his hand out of my bag, and he had my GPRS in his palm. My heart pounded.

�Haven�t seen one of these in years.� he said excitedly. �Good thinking, using one. Course I remember once getting rerouted fifty miles and almost driving into a lake on account of one of these buggers.�

He pushed the on button. For a second, I worried that it would work, and that the route to the farm would flash on the screen. I didn�t want Torben to know where we were going.

�Broken?� he asked.

�It�s a piece of shit,� I said.

He put it in his jacket pocket. The sight of him taking what was mine made me want to get up and beat the crap out of him, but all I could do was grind my teeth and keep calm.

�Where were you headed?� he asked.

�Just wandering.�

�A fella from the town, leaving behind those cushy walls with a GPRS and a bag full of food? I�m no Sherlock, but to me that ain�t just wandering. �

What could I say to him? That I was a scout sent by the town to see what I could find? That I just fancied a road trip? I needed something to tell him; anything but the truth.

�I got kicked out,� I said.

Torben walked over to me. He raised his boot and then brought it slowly down onto my arm, pinning it to the floor. I could feel the moisture on his boots from where he had stomped on the infected�s head, and the pressure of his foot made me drop my knife. I was powerless.

Behind him, the three remaining infected were closing in on their meal.

Torben�s eyes narrowed on mine now, and his voice was rough. �Don�t fuck with me. Nobody leaves that town � nobody. And to do it with a bag full of beans, means you got a plan. It must be pretty damn important to risk the wilds.�

He pushed down a little harder on my arm, and I started to feel it go numb as the blood drained from it. I said nothing.

�Now either you tell me where you�re going, or you can talk to the freaks behind me instead,� he said, gesturing toward the infected.

As I contemplated what to tell him, there was a clang of steel from the top of the barricade and Justin leapt off it, slamming straight into Torben and knocking him to the floor. The man led there for a second and tried to suck in a deep breath, but he was winded.

Justin was the first to his feet. He readied his knife in his hand with an awkward grip. Torben looked up at him from the floor. A smile spread across his face, and he laughed.

�Look at the little stalker boy,� he said.

Justin looked like he was shaking, and his face was still white, but he didn�t take his eyes off Torben.

�Come to rescue your dad?� said Torben.

�He�s not my dad.�

�No, you got more guts than him by the looks of it.�

Torben took a step toward Justin, but as he got closer, he held his hands up to show there was nothing in them.

�Come now, let�s play nice. No need for us to get off on the wrong foot.�

I was about to tell Justin not to trust him, but Justin had already dropped his knife, suckered in by Torben�s gesture of peace. Torben took another step, raised his fist and clocked Justin in the face, sending him to the ground.

I tugged at my feet but the metal wouldn�t budge. I still had my knife, but it wasn�t going to help much. My thoughts were flying through my head as the blood rushed through my skull. What was I going to do? Was he going to kill Justin in front of me and leave me for the infected?

Somewhere in the distance, there was the drone of an engine. I tried to reposition myself to see where it came from, but the effort was too much for me. Justin sat up now, and he shuffled away from Torben. The sound of the engine got louder. Torben turned his attention toward it, and a vehicle drove round the corner. It was a four-by four pickup truck with two guys sat inside and a man and a woman sat on the back. Next to them were lots of bags and crates. The truck smashed into the three infected, sending their frail bodies flying.

The driver wound down the window. �We found it, Torbs,� he said.

Torben nodded. He turned and looked at me, and gave me a smile so cruel that it froze my blood.

�I have to go now. But don�t think this is the end for us. I still have this,� he said, and patted his pocket where he had the broken GPRS.� �I�ll find out where you�re going, and whatever it is you�re looking for, I�ll take it for myself.� Then he looked into my eyes. �As for you, you�re too good to waste with a bullet. You belong on my belt.�

He patted his belt and I saw the animal parts sway. He walked over to my rucksack on the floor, picked it up and threw it onto the back of the pick-up truck. Then he turned back to me.

�Get your little boy to help you loose, and then go. We�re going to play a game, you and me. You�ve got a head start, but you�re going to need to hurry. From now on, you�re hunted. Try and give a better game than this one,� he said, and pinched the human ear on his belt with his fingers.

He walked to the truck, put his foot on a tire and heaved himself onto the back. He gave the side of the vehicle a knock with his hand and the driver started the engine.

�Been a while since I got to hunt. Good luck!� he said, and smiled.

Chapter 9

I needed to find shelter before the sun completely disappeared and covered the countryside in darkness. We left Blackfoot as far behind us as we could, and as we climbed a muddy hill I looked over my shoulder from time to time, checking there was no movement coming from below. There was no sign of Torben and the hunters.

I didn�t know where they were headed but I knew one thing � they were hunting us now. Torben wasn�t just a survivor in this world, I realised; he actually relished it. The trophies that hung from his belt said as much. Everyone in the wilds had to hunt to survive, but I hadn�t yet met anyone else who wore the spoils of their hunt around their waist.

And I had never met a man who hunted humans before.

Justin took big strides beside me. He had his hands curled into fists at his side, and he seemed full of nervous energy.

�Did you see it? The way I smashed into him?�

�I saw him punch you in the face.�

Justin�s cheek was red from where Torben�s fist had connected with it, though mercifully the hunter had missed his eye.

Justin turned his head to me. �You could at least say thanks, you know.�

�For nearly getting us killed?�

He shook his head. �For saving you.�

I stopped walking. The side of the slope was slippery and the quickly darkening sky didn�t give us much time to waste, but I felt if I didn�t straighten this out right now I was going to end up pushing the kid down the hill.

�When we set out, when I agreed to let you come with me, what did I say?� I prodded his chest. �I told you that you do exactly what I tell you.�

He scratched his ear. �But you weren�t � �

�Shut up,� I said. I felt my body tense up and my pulse quicken. �If it weren�t for you climbing through the barricade like some clumsy chimp, we wouldn�t be in half the shit we are now.�

�I just thought � �

�Shut. Up.� I said, through clenched teeth.

We walked up the hill for thirty minutes, enough for my calf muscles to start to throb. It would have been more of a struggle of course, if I had my rucksack with me. But thanks to Torben, that was gone, and along with it were ninety per cent of our supplies and the GPRS tracker.

A freezing breeze lashed at my cheeks and nipped at my skin. I felt my chest and arms go cold, but I didn�t zip up my coat. I was thankful for it, truth be told, because it would make it much easier to stay awake, and I had a long night�s watch ahead of me. The sky was completely black now save for the glow of the moon and stars.

�Here�s good,� I said.

We stopped fifty metres short of the summit, where some natural force had carved a small recess into the side of the hill. It wasn�t a four-star room with a king-sized bed, but it would be good enough to give us some protection for the night. Besides, there wasn�t much likelihood of stalkers all the way up here.

Justin threw his pack on the ground and was about to sit on it.

�Wait. Open that up and tell me what we�ve got.�

He knelt down and unzipped his bag. He put his hands in and fished through it, and then sighed.

�Pass it here,� I said.

With my rucksack gone, whatever was in Justin�s pack was all that we had. With the shortcut through the village now out of the question due to the barricade and the presence of the hunters, taking the motorway route was our only course. I needed to see if we had enough supplies to make it.

I opened the bag and tried to see what was inside by the dim glow of the moonlight. I couldn�t read the labels on the tins, but I could see how many we had, and it didn�t look good; a few tins, some water, a can of fizzy pop and a bar of chocolate. We had enough for a few days at most, nowhere near enough to make it to the farm. All things considered, we were screwed.

�What�d you reckon?� asked Justin.

I looked at him. He was already a skinny boy, despite living in the safety of the town where food wasn�t much of a pressing concern. He was probably just a naturally thin person. God knows what he was going to look like after a month in the wilds.

�I think you�re going to need to get a belt soon,� I said.

Justin rubbed his hands together. His coat was thick and it was zipped all the way to the top, but his body still shook.

�Can you light a fire?� he asked.

�No chance.�

�But I�m freezing.�

I clenched my fists, breathed in, and fought back the rising irritation. I couldn�t afford to spare the energy it would take to be angry with him. �Weren�t you listening back in the village?�

�Course.�

�Then use this genius memory of yours and tell me what Torben said.�

He stuck his hands in his pockets. �That they�re going to hunt us.�

I nodded. �And evidentially, this is a game to them. If we light a fire up here at night, we might as throw them a welcome party. Wait �til the morning�

It was pitch black and the only sound was that of the wind as it blew through the grass. From our shelter we had a perfect view of the countryside for miles around us, though in the night time, that didn�t help much. Even the most innocent of shadows took on a menacing form; the branch of a tree became the spindly arm of a stalker, the swaying of a bush in the wind became the movement of an infected. Now though, we didn�t just have the stalkers and the infected to worry about. For all I knew, the hunters could be sneaking up the hill side ready to attack.� Maybe Torben would tire of making this a game, and would just decide to kill us instead of toying with us.

I looked at Justin. His eyes were wide open, and he was staring into the distance.

�You sure they can�t fix it?� I said.

He turned and looked at me. I could see faint rings under his eyes, the beginnings of the marks of those who live in the wilds. He was starting to realise that sleep was hard to come by out here.

�I told you, I took the battery out and I broke it. Even if they got another one, they wouldn�t be able to do anything. I�m not stupid.�

I let out a long breath. �I hope you�re right.�

Justin picked up a stone from the ground. He twisted it in his hands, moving his fingers along its surface. Then he pulled his arm back and threw it down the hill.

�None of this would have happened if you�d listened to me,� he said.

��Scuse me?�

He scrunched up his face. �I wanted to take the motorway route. I told you that�s the route the GPRS programmed. But no � you didn�t listen to me. Because you never listen to anyone.�

�Listen to people and you start to hear the wrong things,� I said.

�If your way was right, then I�d hate to be around when you�re wrong.�

�Shut up and get some sleep.�

He was right, I knew. This time, just this once, he was right. If we had taken the motorway route, none of this would have happened. But then, how was I supposed to know Blackfoot would be barricaded? There was no way to predict something like that, and on paper it was a good short cut.

Still, I should have listened, and because I hadn�t our situation was a hundred times worse. We had hardly any food, and as well as the stalkers, infected and whatever the hell else was out there, we also had a group of men hunting us for fun. We were hundreds of miles away from the farm, and the idea of getting there seemed so far in the distance that if it weren�t so damn cold, I would have said it was a mirage.

�Want me to take watch tonight?� said Justin.

�No,� I said, my body screaming at me as I spoke the word. I felt tired all the way down to my bones, and my eyelids were lead weights, but it was too dangerous for me to sleep.

It was going to be another restless night.

Chapter 10

Dawn broke and the sun hung weakly in the sky, the gas giant finding it as hard to rise as I was. My back ached from a night spent propped up against the side of a hill, and there was a deep pain in my stomach. When I moved I felt a pang in my stomach, and I couldn�t stop the groan that escaped my lips.

Justin was already awake. He�d arranged a pile of twigs in front of him and he was furiously rubbing two stones together.

�Why didn�t we just take the stove from the scout shack?� he asked.

I shook my head, trying to clear away the fog.

�It wasn�t ours to take.�

�It would have been easier.�

I stretched out my arms and felt my elbow joints crack. �Tell me I didn�t fall asleep.�

He nodded. �You were out when I woke. I thought I�d let you get a couple of hours.�

That worried me. I knew my body needed sleep as much as the next man, but I couldn�t ever let myself drop off while there was nobody on watch. I didn�t know what to do. I needed some rest, and I didn�t know where I was going to get it. My head pounded.

Justin carried on banging the rocks together, and I almost laughed.

�What�re you trying to do?�

His cheeks were tinted red. �I was going to cook us some beans.�

�By smashing rocks together?�

�Thought that�s how you did it.�

I grinned. Through all his learning and his amazing memory, he still had no clue. �Where�d you get the sticks from?�

He gestured toward the pocket of his raincoat. �Collected them when we were in the woods. I got sticks and kindling, now I just need the spark.�

�You�re not going to get it that way. Hand me the chocolate and the soda from the bag.�

He passed me the items and I spent twenty-five minutes painstaking showing him the chocolate-soda can method of lighting a fire. It took a hell of a lot of patience, but if you were in the wilds with nothing to set a fire going, it was as good a method as any. All you had to do was use the chocolate to polish the can until it was all nice and shiny,� then angle it toward the sun and use it to get the tinder smouldering. It acted like a crude magnifying glass.

�Wow, where did you learn that?� he said.

�I used to do a bit of camping back in the old days. It was just a hobby then. Never thought it would become my life.�

Justin had a wide smile on his face. �I love learning this stuff.�

�Remember it for when I cut you loose,� I said.

I hated to admit it, but a small part of me got a kick from teaching him. He was an eager student, and he seemed to be getting the hang of knowing when to shut up. Back when I was a hiking enthusiast, I�d always looked forward to the day me and Clara would have a child � obviously a boy � and I�d get to teach him things like this. Then the world decided to give us a big �fuck you� and any plans for the future rotted away.

As the beans cooked, the smell of the tomato sauce drifted through my nostrils, down my throat and put my stomach in a twist. It was so overpowering that I felt spit collect in my mouth.

�What are we going to do?� said Justin.

I scratched my chin and my beard felt rough beneath my fingers. When I had last shaved? It must have been weeks ago.� �We don�t have a lot of options.�

Justin looked into the distance. �The GPRS said � �

�Enough with the GPRS.�

�Is this just because I know the route and you don�t?�

Of course it is, I thought. If you hadn�t have taken it upon yourself to screw me over just so you could tag along, I�d be fine. I felt my chest tighten and the familiar feeling of anger welled up inside me. I tried to let it settle back down, because I didn�t have the strength to get mad.

�If we�re taking the motorway, we�ve got some work to do. We�ve got supplies for another couple of days, and that isn�t going to get us far.� I said.

Justin bit his lip. �We could ration ourselves.�

I shook my head. �Still won�t cut it.�

�Then what?�

�We either get a car and cut our travel time, or we get more food somewhere.�

On hearing the word �car�, Justin�s eyes lit up.� I wondered if he�d ever actually seen one before the pick-up truck yesterday, because working cars were rare these days. There were plenty of them scattered around and most of them still had the keys in the ignition, most likely because their drivers had met an untimely death. The problem was that batteries soon drained, and there weren�t exactly any mechanics out there waiting for a callout.

�Let�s get a car!� he said.

�Not that simple.�

Rare as they were these days, I knew someone who had one. He was also the only man alive besides me who knew where the farm was. The problem was, I didn�t have any desire to see him again. It wasn�t that he was a bad guy; more that he reminded me of what I had lost, of who I had failed to protect.

Getting a car would be easier than getting enough food to last the trip, but it wasn�t an option.

�How dangerous is the wholesalers, really?� I said.

Justin looked at the floor. His eyes looked grave. �Kyle, please. Let�s not do that.�

�Come on kid, can�t be that bad.�

Above us a grey cloud had gathered. The edges were white, but in the middle of it was a heavy darkness. It started to spit, and I felt the flecks of rain drop on my head. I was in for another drenching if this carried on. I should have just picked up a new raincoat when I was in town.

Justin pulled his hood over his head. He looked at me, and I could see in his eyes that he was scared.

�Moe sent five guys there once. They were supposed to be gone a week and come back with loads of stuff. Two months later, we�re still waiting.�

�Hunters or infected?� I said. I hated having to ask that question, and I thought back fondly to the time when the infected were all I had to worry about.

�Your guess is as good as mine,� said Justin.

The rain was coming down heavier, and the storm cloud seemed like it had deliberately positioned itself above us. That was the way the world was now � it actively worked against you. Once man was the king of the planet, and now our home was trying to destroy us. How else could you explain all this shit? The infected, the stalkers, men hunting men. This was the end.

I wasn�t going down so easily.

�They must be ready now,� I said, nodding at the beans. My stomach ached.

Justin dished us both a share. The smell of them was intoxicating, and my mouth watered as I lifted them to my lips. They tasted amazing; it was the most glorious breakfast I�d ever had.

So here was the choice then. We could go get a car, and I�d have to face someone I had no interest in ever seeing again. The only other option was to go to the wholesalers and run straight into a den of either the hunters or the infected. It all came down to this question; would I rather risk emotional pain, or would I rather risk my life?

I shovelled another spoonful of beans and felt a warm glow in my stomach. Above us the rain cloud gathered force and blotted out the sun. The rain thickened into a torrent, the water battering the grass as it landed. I closed my eyes and made my decision, knowing the choice I made could mean the end of myself mentally, or the end of us both physically.

Chapter 11

GO AWAY.

I looked at the message painted in red letters on the wholesaler wall, and I wondered if we should listen to it. The building was a giant warehouse with a main entrance that faced us as well as a row of windows, though the glass was dirty to see anything inside. Round back a truck was parked up, and although I couldn�t see it, I guessed there would be a larger entrance that was used for deliveries. The whole place was deathly quiet, and if there were any infected hanging around, I couldn�t see any of them. Above the main entrance there was a sign that read �NJB Foods�.� The place looked so silent I wouldn�t have believed Justin�s warning of how dangerous it was were it not for the spray of bullet holes carved into the brick wall facing us, and the long smear of blood on the floor.

�About as optimistic a welcome as I expected,� I said, looking at the crudely painted message.

Justin squinted. He was starting to look more and talk less, a turn of personality that I welcomed. �Doesn�t look like the hunters.�

We were sat on a grassy embankment a few hundred yards away. We�d been here two hours so far, and my feet were starting to itch. I wanted to get in, grab enough supplies for the journey and then get on our way. We�d already wasted too much time over the last couple of days, and with the hunters lurking out there somewhere, I needed� to get as far away as possible.

�Tell me everything you remember about this place,� I said.

Justin looked confused. �I�ve never been here.�

�I mean what Moe or the others told you.�

He took a deep breath. �They said it was well-stocked and untouched, and that�s why Moe sent a scout party here. But like I said, they never came back. People assumed they got killed.�

�Could have been the infected.�

Justin nodded.

I looked up at the sky. The storm cloud had decided not to follow us here, though my back was still wet from where the rain had seeped through earlier. I shivered.

�I don�t want to spend any more time here than we have to. Follow my lead, keep your mouth shut and for god�s sake do exactly as I say.�

Some part of me had expected to find the wholesalers locked shut as if the owner, sensing the shitstorm that was about to engulf the world, had locked it up tight. Instead I twisted the handle and the door opened, and for a second I was so surprised I almost didn�t want to step inside.

As soon I walked in a sour smell hit me. It was the smell of rotting food, a stench so thick that it stuck to the back of my throat. Justin lifted his sleeve to his face and covered his mouth.� We walked around a corner, opened another door and then we saw it.

There were rows upon rows of shelves, but most of them were empty. Of those that did have food, most of it was thick with what looked like hair, but I soon saw that it was mold. Apparently there had once been a fresh produce section, but now it had rotted so badly that it resembled a mossy tumour. On the other rows there were a few cans scattered here and there, but most of the shelves held only dust. My heart sank.

�Could be more at the back. It�s a big place,� said Justin, trying to reassure me.

Something was wrong here. All my nerve endings were on edge, and all of them were firing a message up to my brain that translate as �GET OUT�. Maybe the sign on the front of the building had been right; perhaps it was best to just go away. But who had written it? Who had taken all the food? Whatever had happened, we were going to have to explore more before giving up.

The warehouse seemed to stretch far back, endless rows of metal shelves that were as long as a bus and reached up to the ceiling. I couldn�t see the back of the room, because the further back the warehouse stretched, the darker it got. I guessed if I walked to the end I would find the delivery doors.

With so little natural light coming in from the windows and the complete failure of the electrical ones, the place was a dark abyss.

Justin took a step forward. I put my hand on his shoulder. �Remember what I said; you�re not Indiana Jones. �

�Who�s Indiana Jones?� he said.

�Just don�t go running off. I don�t trust this place.�

The sound of every step we took echoed off the floor and drifted up toward the ceiling. It was like walking in a cave. As we walked past the rows of empty shelves Justin ran his finger along one of them, disturbing the dust.

�Stop that.�

The further into the warehouse we went the dimmer it became, and we had to stop to let our eyes adjust. It was an eerie place; so black, and so still. I felt the hairs on my arms stand on end, and my eyes started to see things in the shadows. Part of me wished we hadn�t taken this route; surely the threat of emotional pain couldn�t have been as nerve racking as worrying about what lurked in the shadows? Should we have just gotten a car?

�Kyle, look,� Justin whispered.

I followed his outstretched hand and when I saw where it led, my breath caught in my chest. Wedged between two shelves was a small tent, and inside it was the faint shape of a person.

My pulse started to quicken. Someone was definitely in there, and from the outline of their shape, they were sitting up. That meant that they were aware of us.

So why weren�t they moving?

I reached for my knife. Whoever it was, whatever their problem was, I wasn�t taking any chances. Nor was I leaving here with nothing. They would have to be dealt with right now. I took a step toward the tent and crouched at the entrance. I flicked my hand in the air and beckoned Justin over to me.

He moved hesitantly, and his steps were quieter than usual. Maybe he was finally getting the hang of this.

�You pull the zipper,� I said.

He looked at me and swallowed.

�I�m right here,� I said, and held my knife in the air ready to strike.

The darkness of the warehouse seemed heavy now. The utter silence was so thick that it was like another presence in itself. It could be our ally or our enemy, I knew. Silence helped you hear what was there, but it could also betray your own footsteps.

Justin grabbed the zipper. I could see his hands shaking, and I felt my own heart hammer. I took a deep breath and tensed my arm. Whoever came out of that tent, whatever their state, I wouldn�t give them chance to strike.

He slowly moved his hand. The sound of the zipper moving was louder than it should have been, and out of instinct I looked around me as if someone were listening.� Justin stopped, and looked at me. I nodded for him to carry on. He moved the zipper all the way to the top, and the tent door flapped open.

I thought whatever was in there would come charging out, but for some reason it didn�t move. I waited, my bicep tensed, my hand wrapped tightly around the knife, but there was nothing. I was going to have to get in the tent.

I got Justin�s attention and pointed at his belt. By now he was beginning to understand my unspoken commands better, and he reached down and took hold of his knife. He held at shoulder height, his arm stiff. I pointed at him, then at my eyes and then at the tent. He nodded.

Taking a deep breath and holding it in my lungs, I got to my knees. I could feel my body start to shake, so I tensed my muscles. I started to crawl slowly into the tent. Adrenaline shot through my body, and my veins throbbed. I felt panic rise up in me, and I tried to bury it deep inside me, tried to keep arm ready to send my knife plunging into whatever was in the tent.

It was for nothing.

There was nothing in there but a pile of cardboard boxes. I let out a breath and almost smiled at my idiocy.

Behind me, there was a moan. Justin screamed out, and I had just enough time to see something move out of the shadows and toward him before he fell into the tent, sending the fabric crumbling around me.

�Justin!� I shouted.

I hunted for the entrance. On top of the now-collapsed tent Justin wrestled with the thing. From the snarls it made it must have been an infected, and both it and Justin were so heavy that they weighed down the fabric of the tent on top of me.

Taking care not to accidentally hit Justin, I swung my knife and sliced through the tent, cutting an opening big enough for me to escape through. When I was out, I saw that he was led on the ground, and his hands were wrapped tightly round the throat of an infected. His arm muscles were straining with the effort. The monster struggled against him, snapping its teeth so close to Justin�s eyes that it nearly took off his eyelashes.

I took a step forward and grabbed the infected by the hair, but the scraggly strands tore from its skull too easily and sent the infected�s face closer to Justin.

�Hold it up,� I said.

The infected snarled and gnashed its teeth. Justin let out a grunt, and with all his strength he held the infected�s head toward me. I gave one short, strong stab with my knife and pierced its skull, sending the metal deep into its brain.

I took a deep breath and let my heartbeat settle.

�You can put it down now,� I said.

Justin let the infected�s body drop to one side. His eyes were wide with shock and he was panting.

�Deep breaths kid,� I said.

I looked around me. I couldn�t see any more of them, nor could I hear the tell-tale moans that said they were near. That didn�t mean we were alone, though.� I looked up at the shelf next to me, and suddenly my eyes were as wide as Justin�s.

�Think we got lucky,� I said.

Justin followed my gaze and saw what I was looking at. The shelf next to the tent was empty, all save one row at the top, on which were several boxes full of tins. I couldn�t see what they were and I didn�t care; they could be tinned fruit, beans, chili or spaghetti, it didn�t matter. It was food, that�s all we needed. That would be enough.

�Okay monkey boy, time to climb again.�

Justin put his hand on the shelf and shakily pulled himself up. �I put my hand on his shoulder. �Think you can do this?� I said.

He nodded. His breaths were steadying and his eyes came into focus.

�Good. I�ll let a little light in here,� I said. I didn�t want him climbing twenty feet up the shelf in the dark, because the last thing we needed was him falling and breaking his leg.

I walked past a row of shelves and to the back of the warehouse. There were two enormous metal shutters, which as I suspected, were used for trucks when they made deliveries. If I could open them and let a little light in, it might just give enough visibility to let Justin to climb safely to the top of the shelf. Then we would get the hell out of here.

I unhooked the bolt, took hold of the door handle and put my weight behind it. Slowly, the shutter started to move open and cracks of daylight seeped in. I strained against it and slid the door all the way to the end, then stood to admire the afternoon sun.� When my eyes adjusted to the light, I stopped dead. My breath choked in my mouth, and I my throat was tight.

�In the yard outside, a mere twenty feet away, there were over fifty infected walking around. They all saw me and then turned in my direction, their arms outstretched and their teeth clamping together. They starting moving in my direction, toward the warehouse.

I turned and ran over to Justin. He had started his climb onto the shelf, and he was about halfway up.

�Jump down, we need to get the hell out,� I said.

�What�s wrong, we need to ��

�Just get down!� I shouted.

My heart was pounding and my body was covered in sweat. From the other end of the warehouse I could hear the infected moaning. It didn�t matter how dark it was in here; their hunger was so powerful a drive that they would find their way to us eventually. If we stayed, we would die.

Justin looked back toward the shelf, but I grabbed his arm and pulled him along with me. I wasn�t taking any chances. We just had to get out, and we�d figure out what to do later.

�Kyle!� Justin said, and he stopped. I tugged at him again, but he wouldn�t budge.

�What is it?� I said

�Listen.�

Despite the blood throbbing in my eardrums, I listened. That�s when I realised how screwed we truly were. From the front entrance, our only way out of the building, I could hear laughing and voices. One voice was louder than all the rest.

It was Torben�s.

Chapter 13

Waves rippled out from one end of the reservoir to the other. The water beneath was murky and gave no clue as to the depths it held, and the darkness inside it seemed to hold the promise of dark secrets. I wouldn�t have liked to swim in there.

The path to David�s ran alongside the reservoir and span out into a country side full of knobbly hills and, further on, patches of forest. This particular route had once been used by seventeenth century merchants who shipped wool across Lancashire, and years ago, Clara and I had walked it on sunny Sundays afternoons when we wanted to get out of the house.

Justin sat by the smouldering fire. The smoke drifted up into the sky in patches, and the embers glowed red. He had his right legged crossed over his left and he was tying a sock around his ankle.

�What the hell are you doing?�

He looked up at me and blinked. �It�s for support.�

I had to take a deep breath. For the last two days since leaving the wholesalers it had been tough to keep a handle on the burning feeling that rose in my chest. My fists were constantly clenched and my whole body was so tense I felt like I was going to snap in half.

Back at the warehouse Justin had done what he swear he wouldn�t; he�d gone against my instructions and done his own thing. I told him to stick with me and we�d escape, but instead he climbed to the top of a twenty foot shelf to get food and tried to be a hero. Now he�d screwed up his ankle and he was walking like a damn cripple, and the journey to the reservoir had taken us two days when it should have taken six hours.

I should have just left him. Why should I support him and set myself back days because hop along can�t match my pace anymore? He did this to himself.

But I couldn�t leave. He knew where the farm was, and I wasn�t giving up.

My face was starting to get red again. I walked over to the fire and stomped on it. The embers hissed under my boot and sparks shot out from the side. I ground my teeth and then spoke, trying my best to keep my tone level.

�What did I tell you, Justin? What did I make you promise to me?� I said, losing the fight to keep the contempt out of my voice.

He lifted his head a little. He looked ashamed. �To listen.�

�So why didn�t you do that, damn it?�

�I took a deep breath. I curled my hands into a fisted and pressed the middle of my palm with the tip of my fingers. It was a technique Clara had shown me to calm me down, but this time it didn�t work. I looked at the kid in front of me and all I could think was how he�d broken my GPRS and forced me to take him along, about how he�d ignored my instructions at every turn and got us in such a mess that we weren�t getting to the farm this side of Christmas. I looked at the boy and all I saw was someone who was ruining everything for me. A stupid little kid who didn�t know what he was messing with.

Everything I did was for my promise to Clara, and he was fucking it up.

Who the hell did he think he was?

My veins pulsed, and my skin felt hot. I started to feel my head go fuzzy and knew I wasn�t going to be able to think properly because the anger was taking over. I raised my right boot in the air.

�God damn it!� I screamed.

I kicked what was left of the fire and sent red embers flying in all directions. Justin twisted his body away and moved back to avoid being hit. His eyes were wide and his face started to drain white. As the last of the red embers turned black and fell to the earth, I picked up my bag.

�We�re moving.�

Justin didn�t move. He had his knees drawn up to his chest and rested his head on them.

�Get up. You�ve wasted enough of our time.�

He still didn�t move. I took a deep breath and walked over to him. Was he crying? I couldn�t tell. I felt a pang in my chest, and the hot feeling that was burning through me started to fade. This wasn�t me. It was just the situation making me feel like this. It was like everything turned to shit at the slightest opportunity, and my options were narrowly dwindling away.

We had no supplies, no energy and we had a group of hunters close on our tracks. Now the only thing we could do was get a car, and to do that I had to go see my brother-in-law, David.

***

We crossed the road and walked by the side of the reservoir. Something about the pool of water and the way the hills were positioned around it collected the wind and made it snap around our heads. My ears started to hurt, and I could see Justin�s turning red.

�Put your hood up,� I said.

He reached behind him and lifted his hood over his head, but he didn�t say anything. He hadn�t spoken since I had gone mad and kicked the fire. For me, there was nothing wrong with the silence. But I couldn�t have him in a mood. I needed him to listen to me and do what I said, so I needed to snap him out of it.

We reached the merchant�s pathway that turned away from the reservoir. If we followed it for ten minutes, we would reach the old building that David had taken as his home sometime after Clara died and we went our separate ways.

�Sit down a minute,� I said.

I sat down on a bench next to the reservoir, and Justin did the same. Behind us the waves gently lapped. Today would have been a perfect day for wind surfing.

I looked at the kid. There were dark rings under his eyes, and his face was drained of colour. �I�m sorry,� I said.

He looked up at me and arched his eyebrows quizzically.

�It�s important to me,� I said, �Getting to the farm. And when you do something to fuck it up, I can�t help but get a little upset.�

He cleared his throat. His voice was the quietest I�d ever heard it. �What�s so special about it? You obviously can�t stand having me around, so what�s so good about the farm you put up with me to get there?�

His voice sounded hurt, and I knew everything he said was true. If I could have had my way, the GPRS would be working and Justin would have been back in Vasey. But things hadn�t worked out like that, and you had to work with what you had. Besides, there were some things he could do that came in useful, I guess. He wasn�t a total pain in the arse.

I looked at him and I suddenly saw him for what he was; just a lonely kid with no family. He wanted an escape route, and when he saw me, he took it. He knew he didn�t belong with the people in Vasey, that he was different from them all. Maybe Justin and I were similar after all.

I thought about his question and what to say to him. It was hard, the feeling of having to share something, but the hurt in the boy�s voice stung me. It wouldn�t kill me to tell him a little more about the farm.

�I promised someone very special to me that I�d get them there. It was a few years ago, after all everything kicked off.�

�Who was it?�

I took a deep breath. �My wife. The farm was her father�s. We didn�t live up North; we�d driven here to visit his farm when all of this kicked off. That�s why I still had it programmed into the GPRS.�

�You�ve got a Northern accent though.�

I smiled. �I was born here, but Clara and I left Lancashire and moved to London. My mates never forgave me.� I smiled to myself when I remembered the stick my friends would give me for becoming what they called a �London yuppie�.

Justin wiped his nose. �So you�ve been to the farm before then, if it was her dad�s?�

I shook my head. �All the time I knew her � Christ, a decade � Clara never spoke to him. No family meals, no birthday cards, nothing. They couldn�t stand each other, and it was over something so damn petty. And then one day, completely out of the blue, he picked up the phone. �So we loaded up the car and drove up here.�

�How come you didn�t make it?�

I looked into the water of the reservoir and tried to see to the bottom, but it was too dense to make out anything but a dark brown tint. The wind nipped at my ears.

�Before we got there,� I said, �the world ended.�

There was a few seconds of silence as we both stared into the pool of water. Somewhere above, a bird squawked.� I turned my head to Justin. The boy was leant forward with his elbow propped up on his leg and his chin resting in his palm. His eyes were deep and engrossed in thought.

I cleared my throat. �I made a promise;� I told Clara I�d get us there; that whatever state the farm was in, we would fix it up and make it our own. It wasn�t the greatest plan in the world, but it was the best we had. Better than living day to day with a target on your back. We could get crops plants, fix the farm up. We�d never need anybody every again.�

�Sounds like a great plan,� said Justin.

***

We walked through the merchant path. Years ago it had been a stone walkway that cut a clear trail through the grass, but after fifteen maintenance-free years it was covered in weeds and the stone was cracked. The hills to either side of us offered a little protection from the cutting wind.

As we got nearer to David�s house, my heart hammered. I hadn�t seen him in years, and the way we left it hadn�t exactly been friendly. I knew he�d be pissed off at me, especially when I came to him asking for his car. If I could have thought of any solution, no matter how difficult, I would have turned around in an instant.

�Justin kept his head down and walked, which hopefully meant his curiosity about me was satisfied for the time being. I still felt anger faintly twisting in my chest over what he�d done, but I knew it wouldn�t do us any good to take it out on him.

�Your steps are getting quieter,� I said.

He nodded.

I tried to smile at him. �Well done.�

Ten minutes later we reached what passed for David�s house. It was a red-bricked building that had once stored pumps that helped in some way toward filtering water from the reservoir. The pumps had been removed years ago, and ever since then the building had been left to fall apart. There were four windows cracked with dust, and at one side of the building there was a power generator, though it wasn�t switched on. �There was space at the back of the building for a yard, which is where his car would be.

Justin started to walk ahead, but I put a hand on his shoulder.

�Steady on, kid. Wait a minute.�

�Isn�t this where your brother lives?�

�Brother in law.�

�Whatever, what�s the problem?�

I scratched my chin. �You�ll see. David�s�not quite right.�

I stared at the building for a few minutes, trying to find a sign of life, but I couldn�t see anything. I looked at the generator again. Despite that it wasn�t humming right now, I knew it would be a working power supply. David was a genius at things like that, mechanical stuff. Electronics, cars, computers, power, you name it, he had a working knowledge of it. These days, that was a valuable skill to have. It was a pity his personality made people want to get a hundred miles away from him.

I opened my mouth and filled my lungs with air. �Let�s go.�

We walked down a path and toward the front door.� I knocked on it, three taps that shattered the stillness of the air.

�David?�� I said.

There was no answer. Maybe he had left.

I knocked again.

�David, you here?�

Nothing.

I turned the handle and opened the door. We stepped inside David�s home. It was a draughty one-floored building with a stone floor and walls that felt cold to the touch. In one corner of the room there was a pile of hay that was spread into a makeshift bed. There was a carpenter�s table with basin of water and a razor on one end, and some nuts scattered on the other. It seemed like this was his bathroom sink and his dining table all rolled into one. �Scattered around all over the floor were bits and pieces David had scavenged; batteries, smoke alarms, jumper cables, screwdrivers, copper wire, rope.

�What the hell?� said Justin from the other end of the room.

I walked over. There was a table and two chairs. On the table there was a mug with coffee stains on the sides, and across from it there was an ashtray with a single butt stubbed out. I saw what Justin was looking at, what had confused him.

In one of the chairs female mannequin sat. She had long dark hair so slick that it looked like it had been brushed every night.� In her left hand was a book, and it had been arranged so that it was open in the middle, as though she were reading it.

I shook my head. Had David really fallen this far? Was he pretending to have company?

�What is this?� said Justin. He ran his hand down the arm of the mannequin.

�I told you, David is strange.�

�Guess I believe you now. But why do this?�

I looked at the mannequin again. She was wearing a t-shirt that I swore was one of Clara�s. It couldn�t be, could it?

�Loneliness,� I said. �He misses people.�

Justin sat down in the chair opposite the mannequin. �Then why not go to town? What comfort can he possibly get from a doll?�

I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. �David is scared of being alone, but he doesn�t trust people any more.� I looked down at the floor and tried to blot out the memory that was coming back to me, unwanted. �Someone let him down,� I said.

Justin stood up. �But why the pretend people? What comfort does a block of plastic give you?�

I was about to answer, when I heard the door open behind me.

I span my body round toward it and reached down to my belt for my knife, but it was no use. David was stood in front of me, and he had a shotgun pointed at my head. His arms were shaking and his eyes were wild. I couldn�t even tell if he recognised me.

�Sit on the floor. Hands behind your heads. And get away from Leila.�

Chapter 15

I steered the car through the corkscrew country roads. I had forgotten how easily you could lose your driving skills without practice, and the last time I�d been in a car was over a decade ago. I remembered that Clara and I still had her beat-up Yaris when things all kicked off, and sometime later we found a Mercedes with the engine still hot and the keys in the ignition. I had loved driving that.

In this part of the world the roads were tiny and they ran anyway they could but straight. At random times without any warning the road would seem to shrink so much that your wing mirrors scraped the hedges or the ramshackle stone walls that all ran alongside us.

I looked at Justin next to me. He stared out of the window with his eyes wide, taking in every centimetre of scenery. To him, someone who had fifteen years of his life living behind walls, everything was a wonder. To me, the way the roads twisted and turned made it feel like we were circling a drain.

�David,� I said.

I looked in the mirror and saw him curled up on the back seat, asleep.

�How long�s he been out?� I asked Justin.

He looked away from the window. �All day, pretty much.�

I nodded. I�d rather he was asleep and quiet than awake and asking me questions.

Justin leaned in a little toward me. �Is there something wrong with him?� he whispered.

I thought about a tactful way of putting it. �Bering alone does strange things to some men.�

��Sure does. It made you the most paranoid, distrustful person I ever met.�

I didn�t even have the energy to reprimand him. Last night we�d pulled over on a layby to get a little rest, but I hadn�t managed more than two hours. In the night the country was a foreboding place, and at one point I had seen reflective eyes staring at me through the darkness. My first thought was stalker, and my heart pounded, but then I realised it was a fox.

My head throbbed. I was starting to worry that the blow from David�s shotgun had given me concussion or something because every twenty minutes my eyelids flickered, and my attention started to drift.

The road in front of us seemed to run straight for a while, so I moved into fourth gear and picked up the speed. The engine hummed in the car bonnet and on the backseat, David snored in rhythmic breaths. A stone wall ran alongside us. It was hundreds of rocks of all shapes and sizes piled together, presumably to keep livestock from getting into the road.

Above us, the sky was mostly blue but with a few rain clouds drifting through it. Little patters of water trickled onto the windscreen, so I turned on the wipers and watched them sway hypnotically from side to side. My eyelids felt heavy, and I knew they were starting to close. My brain sent soothing messages through my body and tell me it was okay. My attention began to dissipate and my thoughts drifted.

There was a loud scrape and then a thud as the car swayed to the left and smashed into the wall, the impact of the metal against the rocks waking me immediately. Behind me in the mirror I saw David jolt upright. I felt my pulse racing and my breaths were shallow. I looked at Justin next to me.

�You hurt?� I asked.

He shook his head, his eyes large and white.

The wall in front of us was destroyed, and some of the rocks had collapsed onto the car bonnet. I hoped the car was okay; the last thing we needed, just fifty miles from the farm, was for it to break down.

The worst thing was that I was to blame. It was my stupid inability to sleep properly that had made me tired and made me drift off while I was supposed to be watching the road. Now I�d probably wrecked the car and I�d also put Justin and David in danger. If David hadn�t already done it for me earlier, I would have hit myself in the nose.

David rubbed his eyes. �Back it up and I�ll take a look,� he said.

�Want me to ��

�I said I�ll take a look,� he said, cutting me off. From the way his eyebrows slanted I could tell he was annoyed.

I put the car into reverse and moved it away from the wall. Luckily it responded to my actions, but something about the engine sounded a little off. David got out front. There were a few rocks on the bonnet, which he picked up, with considerable strain, and threw onto the road. He popped the bonnet, and for a while his head disappeared behind it.

I put my hand on Justin�s shoulder. �Sure you�re okay?� I said.

He nodded.

I thought about what the kid had been through in the past month � getting choked by me, punched by Torben, twisting his ankle jumping thirty feet off the warehouse, and now getting in a crash. He didn�t complain much about any of it, and I knew he made an effort not to slow me down. The kid was tougher than he looked.

�How does he know about this stuff?� asked Justin.

I found the lever under my seat and moved it back a little to give my legs more room. �He used to be an engineer. He was always tinkering with stuff. When other people were out getting drunk, David would be in his bedroom bent over a soldering iron.�

�What happened between you two?� he said.

I looked out of the window. There was nothing coming up or down the road, not that I expected anything. This place was so remote that even if the world hadn�t ended fifteen years ago, cars would� probably still be a rare sight.

�I don�t want to talk about it.� I said.

Justin slammed his hand on the dashboard. �I�m sick of you, Kyle. That�s what you always say. You never tell me anything! All this time on the road and you won�t tell me a frigging thing.�

He opened the door, got out of the car and went to the front to watch David work. I wound the window down a little and let a breeze into the car. As well as bringing in a little wind, it also brought the smell of manure.

After a few minutes, David opened the car door and climbed in the back. Justin followed him, this time getting in the back to sit next to David rather than in the front with me. I rolled my eyes.

�Should be okay. I should drive now though,� said David.

I shook my head. �Nope.�

�You�re going to fall asleep again and total my car,� he said.

�It�s only fifty miles.�

David grabbed hold of the seat in front of him and leaned toward me. �In your state you can�t drive five.�

I gripped the steering wheel. �I�ll be fine.�

�Sorry Kyle,� said Justin, �but I agree. You look like shit.�

***

The countryside floated alongside us and we wound our way through the roads, but this time I watched them from the backseat. I looked up at David and say that he was concentrating on the road, his eyes wide and alert.

�Sorry,� I said.

He turned his head slightly, still keeping his eyes on the road. �For what?�

I was going to say for everything, I was sorry about all the stuff that had happened and all the shit I had done. But when I tried to say that, my throat tightened and the words got stuck. I let out a sigh.

�Sorry for ruining the paintwork.�

David looked at the car bonnet. There were two big dents and a few scratches.� �I was going to get an MOT soon anyway.�

I smiled and let my eyelids fall as the road and the hedges and the walls swayed past.

When I opened my eyes we had stopped in the middle of a wide road. In front of us and to the left was a pub with black and white walls and a sign on the outside that read �The Babe and Sickle� and had a picture of a gleaming blade and a tiny lamb. Up ahead was a roundabout with overgrown grass spilling over the sides. A few cars were abandoned and on our right there were a row of shops, but the windows so thick with dust it was impossible to see inside.

David and Justin were already sat on the car bonnet. I unclipped my belt and got out of the car.

�Evening,� said Justin.

I looked up at the sky and saw that it was indeed evening. The light of the sun was getting weaker and the sky was losing its colour. Somewhere, wherever they nested, stalkers would begin to stir, ready to prowl in the night-time and look for their kill.

�Where are we?� I said.

�Edness,� said David, a pointed to a large sign in front of me that said �EDNESS� in capitals.

I walked over to them and looked in the bonnet. Everything seemed okay. �Why�ve we stopped?�

�No juice,� said David.

I sighed. This was the last thing we needed, to be stuck in the middle of a village when night was coming. Even though there didn�t seem to be any infected nearby, this was a human habitat and that meant a good chance there would be stalkers in the area.

�What do we do?� said Justin. He put his hands in his pockets.

I looked around me. There weren�t any petrol stations nearby, that was for sure. We were only twenty-odd miles away from the farm so we didn�t need much fuel, just enough to last that short journey. It�s not like we needed anything for a return trip; for me, there was no return. This was it.

Across the road and parked near a shop, there was a white transit van. I nodded over to it. �Think you could siphon some from there? We only need a little.�

David put his hand to his chin and looked at the van. �Could do. Worth a try.�

I nodded. �Good. Take the kid with you, show him how to do it.�

While I watched David show Justin how to siphon fuel from the van, I leant against the car and smiled. I hated to admit it, but part of me was starting to like having them around. Sure they annoyed the hell out of me sometimes, but it was occasionally nice to have the company.

I wondered if I would still be able to dump them off, when it came to it.

Fifteen minutes later David poured the petrol into the car, closed the cap and gave the roof a tap. I sat in the driver�s seat.

�Start her up,� he said.

I twisted the key. The car coughed, but the engine didn�t roar. I twisted it again. It sounded like the spluttering sounds of a dying man.

�What now?� I said.

David shook his head. �Must have been the crash. I thought it would make it to the farm before it died. I was wrong.�

I thumped the steering wheel with my hand. This was all my fault, I knew. If I�d just kept my eyes open and not crashed into a wall, we�d be fine.

I got out of the car and looked up at the sky. The sun was gone now, and we only had a couple of hours before the sky turned completely black and the stalkers came. I looked over at the Babe and Sickle pub. Should we shelter in there? We could have a pint and wait for all this to blow over.

�Guys,� said Justin.

I span round and looked at him. His arm was outstretched and pointing at a turn in the road less than fifty metres away.

�Oh shit,� I said, and felt my blood run cold.

Walking down the road was a sea of infected. There were more than I had ever seen in my life, an endless procession of rotting faces.

Chapter 16

I saw the sheer number of them, and my mouth fell open. There were at least a hundred dead faces, some with their lips torn off, eyes missing, arms cut in half, entrails hanging loose. Some stumbled into one another and fell to the floor, only to be trampled on by those behind them. There were so many that it was like a travelling battalion marching to war, except this army had no purpose or aim.

I looked at David. He was leant so far back against the car that it was like he was trying to melt into it. His hands clutched for the door handle behind him, as though he didn�t dare turn round to find it in case one of the infected pounced.

We needed to escape or fight, those were our only choices. The car was dead, so that was out of the question, and I didn�t want to be walking on the road on foot during the night. There were other things to worry about apart from the infected.

Fighting them would be foolish. I could take three of them, at a push, Justin could handle one and David was only good for standing there in shock. That left a hundred of them still left to fight.

Above us a sheet of black had covered the sky and blotted out the light so that not even the stars were shining.

I took a step forward, grabbed the handle and opened the car door. I shoved David�s shoulders down so that he didn�t bang his head and pushed him into the car. Justin followed suit and opened the passenger door, got inside and shut it as quietly as he could.

I looked at the infected getting closer, their numbers large enough to trample anything in their path, and something inside me wanted to shout out. I felt a cold panic in my chest, and my skin was tingling. I had never seen this many in my life.

�Kyle, get in,� said Justin.

I opened the driver door, sat down and tried to get my breath back.

�Now what?� asked Justin.

From the back of the car, David spoke. �Seen this lot before. They�re like a shoal of fish, they wander around and any infected they see get swept up. When I saw them there was half this many.�

�How do you know they�re the same ones?� I said.

�Recognise some of them.�

The infected got closer, so that now they were ten metres away from the car. It was clear that they were going to walk in our direction. I gripped the sides of my seat and sucked in the insides of my cheeks.

�What can we do?� I said.

David looked at my eyes in the rear view mirror. �Just wait it out.�

I shook my head. �No fucking way I�m just sitting here with a hundred of them close enough to spit on.�

He leaned forward a little. His voice was a whisper. �Nothing else you can do. You can�t run. You can�t fight. You have to trust me. Just wait it out.�

I leant my head back and banged it against my seat. Yet again I was put in a position where I had to go by someone else�s word. I never wanted any of this; I was just fine on my own. Well, not fine, but I survived.

�It was the end of the frigging world and it was still impossible to avoid people.

I sighed. �Not much of a choice.�

The infected stumbled past us. It was clear now that there was way more than a hundred of them; it was possible we were even looking at a thousand. How had they all collected together? Was it a conscious decision to group up, or did they just go with the flow?

As they walked down the road some of them brushed against the car. A rotten smell drifted in and clogged up my nostrils, and I realised the driver window was still open. As quietly as I could, I wound it up. The infected let out an orchestra of moans as they passed us.

�It�s going to take an hour by the looks of it,� I said.

I remember once Clara and I were driving home from the Lake District when� we got stopped in the road by a herd of roving cows. The farmer leading them apologised, but we were stuck in the road for half an hour waiting for them to pass. I remembered being pissed off at the time, but looking back I didn�t realise how lucky I was. After all, cows couldn�t eat you.

Justin leaned his head back and spoke to David. �What do you call a group of infected? Is it a pride?�

�Probably a herd,� said David.

�More like a murder,� I said.

David frowned. �That�s crows.�

�Still fits.�

�A parliament of infected,� said Justin, and laughed.

�What are you talking about?� I said.

Justin smiled. �A group of owls is called a �parliament�. I think it fits the infected, too.�

Soon David caught on and let out a chuckle, and even I found it hard not to smile.

I felt my calf muscles start to cramp a little, so I stuck my leg forward and stretched out the muscle. I looked to the trees in the distance and wondered if any owls were nesting in there, whether there were even any owls still living. I guessed that most of them would have been killed by stalkers.

The night wore on and the infected carried on shuffling past. We were about halfway through now, and it gave me the feeling of being in the eye of a tornado. I felt my stomach sink. Next to me, Justin was asleep. I looked at him and blinked, marvelling at how the kid had managed to sleep with hundreds of infected just feet away.

David cleared his throat, and leant forward.

�Kyle.�

I turned round. �Yeah?�

He paused for a second, as though he were trying to compose his words.

�I still need to know why.�

I let out a long sigh. I knew what he was asking me; he wanted to know why I had left him after Clara died. For years I tried to bury the memories of that night � of our group being attacked, people being ripped apart, turning round and seeing one of the infected� tearing flesh from Clara�s arm. I gritted my teeth and tried to push the images back.

�What does it matter now?� I said.

David hung his head. �You know me, Kyle. Better than anyone. Like a brother.�

I nodded.

�So I need to know why you abandoned me. We were the only survivors. I needed you, and you left me to die alone.�

Outside the sky looked bloated with darkness, as though any second it was going to vomit it out on top of us. The faint moans of the infected floated into the car.

�I�d just lost my wife. No, not lost. I�d let them kill her - I couldn�t protect her. And when it was all done, and it was just me and you, I couldn�t even look at you. � I put my hands on the steering wheel and gripped it. �I failed her, David. I failed everyone.�

For a while the only sounds were the scuffling of the feet of the infected. �I sat and took in deep breaths. I could feel tears welling up in the corners of my eyes. I�d never spoken about this before. I�d barely even allowed myself to think about it.

David leaned forward and pout a hand on my shoulder. �It wasn�t your fault,� he said.

I let the words sink in. I could feel my whole body start to shake, and emotion overtook me. I felt it run through my arms and legs, like adrenaline but thicker and heavier. I blinked and put a hand to my eyes, wiping away the moisture.

I turned round and looked at David. Although they were brother and sister, he looked absolutely nothing like Clara.

�I�m sorry, David,� I said. �After it happened, I couldn�t face anyone. I didn�t trust myself to protect anyone again, because I knew that I�d only let them down and lose them.�

He nodded and squeezed my shoulder.

A weariness overtook my body and I felt the energy seep out of my arms and legs. I felt my eyelids start to drop. Then I took one look at the infected outside and I forced my eyes open. Now wasn�t the time for sleep.

�Go ahead,� said David. �Get some sleep. I�ll keep watch tonight.�

I shut my eyes, but I couldn�t let myself sleep.

***

Five hours later I watched the sun rise to the east of us, in the direction of the farm. We were only twenty-five miles away now, which was walkable in a day or so. As long as we avoided the parliament of infected, we would be okay.

I reached across and shook Justin�s shoulder. He groaned, lifted his head and rubbed his eyes.

�Jesus, what time is it?� he said.

�Time to go.�

I looked behind me. David was awake and picking at a loose thread on his coat. I stretched my arms and legs, feeling my joints crack and my muscles expand. I took a deep breath and tried to fill my lungs with air, but I spluttered.

�So stuffy in here,� I said. �It stinks.�

I grabbed the window handle and twisted it, and the glass wound down. As the cold morning air blew into the car, something else also drifted in.

It was the sound of an engine. I looked in the rear view mirror and saw the vehicle getting closer.

�Shit,� I said.

It was a pick-up truck, and it was driving down the road toward us. Torben Tusk was behind the wheel.

Chapter 17

I slid down in my seat as much as I could and left only the top of my head on show. Behind me on the back seat, David was curled up and his eyes were shut. Next to me, Justin was asleep in the passenger seat. Too much of him was on show, and if Torben glanced at the car as he drove past he was sure to see him.

I tapped Justin on the shoulder, but he didn�t stir. A bubble of spit blew from the corner of his mouth and popped. I gave him a hove, and this time his eyelids flickered and then opened.

He looked at me, blinked, and then went to say something. I reached across and put my hand over his mouth.

�Don�t move, don�t speak. Trust me.�

When he nodded, I slid my hand slowly away from him. I moved back down my seat and beckoned Justin to do the same in his. He moved his body down the seat, finding a lot easier than I did. Now we just had to hope that David didn�t decide to wake up.

The truck got closer and soon it was driving next to us. Through some instinct I breathed in and held my breath as it passed, as though breathing might somehow give away our position. The truck rumbled past and stopped outside the Babe and Sickle. Torben got out followed by his friend who, last time we saw him in the pick-up, was the driver. Now I could see why he wasn�t anymore; he had a make-shift sling around his right arm, and part of it was smeared red.

The pub was only twenty feet away and it was a calm day, so we could hear the hunters talk. I reached for the handle and slowly wound down the window.

�Pass me the tracker,� said Torben. His voice sounded rougher than normal, his tone more clipped.

The driver reached over to the truck, picked something up and passed it to Torben. �What�d ya think they�re doing out here?� he asked.

Torben twisted the device in his hands, pressed something and then stared at it.

When I got a good look it at, I felt something sharp twist through my chest. That was my GPRS! Torben Tusk was holding my GPRS, and it seemed like it was working. I snapped my head to Justin to see if he was watching this. His wide eyes and furrowed brow confirmed that he was. I was dying to saying something, but now wasn�t the time.

I felt my forehead begin to sweat. My hands shook, and my face felt like it was heating up. There was no way this was a coincidence, no way that Torben had got his hands on another GPRS and just happened to be going in the same direction as us. There was only one explanation for this.

He�d gotten my GPRS to work, and he knew where the farm was.

I took a second to calculate our odds. From what I had seen there were a minimum of four hunters � minus the one I saw get eaten in the warehouse � with the probability of there being at least a few more that I hadn�t see yet. I knew they had at least two guns, double what we had, and they actually knew how to use them. That put us at a pretty big disadvantage.

There was nothing I could do right now other than listen and hope to get some idea of their plan.

�This fucking thing,� said Torben. �Never works properly. Thought you fixed it?�

The driver screwed up his face. �Got us here, didn�t it?�

Torben held the GPRS in one hand and picked at his teeth with the other. �Should have just snatched the kid,� he said. He tossed the GPRS back to the driver. �Anyway, get in there and see what they got. If you see any bottles of stout, grab me a couple,� he said, and pointed at the Babe and Sickle.

While the driver searched the pub Torben rested on the bonnet of the pick-up. From time to time he�d glance back in our direction, making me sink lower in my seat, but mostly he stared at the road ahead in contemplation.

After ten minutes the driver came back out. They got in the pick-up truck, revved the engine and then left.

As soon as they were out of sight, I turned to Justin. I poked him in the chest, jabbing my finger so hard it made him wince. I could feel my head get tight, and most lips curled.

�I thought you said it was broken? Huh? That nobody would be able to use it? That�s the only reason I didn�t beat the crap out of you when Torben took our stuff � because you promised me he wouldn�t be able to work it.�

Justin chewed his lip and furrowed his brow. �I�m sorry Kyle, I didn�t know. Really � I thought it was trashed.�

�Damn it� I said. I pounded the steering wheel, and the horn went off.

Behind me David jumped awake. He rubbed his head. �What�s going on?�

�We�re fucked, that�s what�s going on,� I spat.

I opened the car door and got out, slamming it behind me. I didn�t care who heard us now. I walked to the boot, opened our bag of supplies. I tipped most of it back into the boot and left a fifth still in the bottom of the rucksack, which I� slung over my shoulder. Next to all the food was the shotgun. I thought about taking it, but then I put my hand on my belt and rested on the handle of my knife.

That would be enough. They needed to gun more than me, and I wasn�t a total monster.

The passenger door and opened and Justin got out. He walked over to me and looked at the food scattered across the boot of the car.

�What are you doing?�

I could feel my blood running red hot through my veins. Right now Justin�s face annoyed me too much. Did he realise what he�d done? Did he understand that ever since he stuck his nose into my business, things had turned to shit?

I reached forward and shoved him in the chest, sending him down onto the floor.

�They know where the farm is, and they�re headed there right now. It�s all fucked Justin, and that�s on you.�

Justin sat up and drew his knees closer to his chest. There was a scared look to his eyes, as though he didn�t know what I was going to do next. I knew that for a second he was thinking about arguing with me, but then he decided better of it. �Look, Kyle, what can I say? I�m sorry.�

The back door of the car opened and David stretched a long leg out. �What�s happening?�

I slammed the boot of the car shut and looked at him. �I�m leaving,� I said. �You two can go to hell.�

Chapter 18

I walked away from the car. My face was burning and my blood was boiling in my veins. My mind was so clouded by a fog of anger that I didn�t even look where I was going; as long as I got away, that was all that mattered.

I put my foot on a stone wall and hopped over into the field. The earth was sodden and my foot was covered in mud before I�d even walked five steps. Behind me, I heard the car door open. I took a deep breath and picked up my pace. I wasn�t turning back this time. I wasn�t forgiving another one of Justin's mistakes. He�d screwed me over from the start, and now the only thing I had to cling on to was gone. The farm belonged to the hunters now.

�Kyle�

I heard David�s voice behind me, and I heard him grunt as he climbed over the wall.

�Shit!�

I turned round. David had slipped in the mud and he was flat on his back in the field, his coat covered in the brown mess.� He seemed to be waiting for me to come and help him up, but instead I turned and carried on walking.

A few minutes later he caught up with me. He put a muddy hand on my shoulder. I stopped and turned to him.

�Fuck off, David,� I said.

David scratched the back of his neck. There was something weighing on his mind, but as usual he was struggling to get the words out.

I put my hands in my pockets. �Just save it. There�s nothing you can say. The farm is theirs now. It�s all pointless.�

Finally the words came to him. �It�s not pointless. Not at all. You were right. The farm�s the answer; dad knew it, Clara knew it � I know it.�

His words were coming fast. He stared at me with narrowed eyes that were like brown marbles.

I looked across the field in front of me. It seemed to stretch for miles and connected into other fields in an endless bed of green and brown. I tried to see what was beyond it, whether there was anything worth looking for, but there was nothing in the distance to cling on to.

I looked at the floor. �Even if you�re right, the farm�s out of the question now. Torben has it, and there�s no way I can take on him and his guys alone.�

David sighed. �You�re not alone.� You never were. You�ve always had people with you Kyle, �you�ve always been a leader. But for some pig-headed reason you choose not to act like it.�

I looked at him and saw the sincerity on his face. �A leader wouldn�t watch as many people die as I have,� I said.

�You can�t do this alone,� said David.

The wind blew through the grass, sending the long stalks dancing in different directions. For miles on the horizon the fields all blew in unison. They were all overgrown and muddy, same as the farm would be, but with enough time and hard work something could be made out of them.

With the farm in the hands of the hunters, I felt empty inside, like someone had opened my chest and scooped everything out. I�d clung onto the idea of getting there for so long, that it was all I had.

Maybe David was right. Maybe we shouldn�t give it up. Perhaps it was time to fight.

I looked at him again. This time I felt something welling up in me, some kind of resolve. But there were something I had to say, things I had to get out of the way.

�I can�t watch someone else die,� I said.

�Everyone�s got to.�

I nodded. �But you and Justin � I don�t want to see that happen on my account.�

David screwed up his nose. He wiped his boot along the grass and let the mud slide of it.

�Sometimes you have to throw the dice,� he said.

He was right. For all this time, all these years of travelling alone, it wasn�t other people that I�d avoided. I had been running away from fear. I was scared that if I let my guard down and allowed people inside it, then sooner or later I was going to have to watch them die. I�d thought that being alone was better than risking losing someone, but I was wrong.

A man couldn�t live alone, especially not in a world like this. Man was on the ropes and the world was delivering the knockout blows. Unless someone did something, unless we stuck together, we were going to hit the floor.

I took my hands out of my pockets and turned back toward the car.

I noticed that the passenger door was open, but there was no sign of Justin. I looked around, but couldn�t see anything, and he certainly hadn�t followed us onto the field. So where was he?

***

When we got to the car it was empty. The passenger door was open, and on the floor beside it there were blobs of blood.� I looked around us but I couldn't see Justin anywhere, nor could I see any infected. Besides, if an infected had got him, they would have started eating him there and then. They didn�t drag away their kill to eat it later.

David walked round to the boot and popped it open.

�It�s gone.�

I shut the passenger door and walked around. I saw what he meant; the boot, where I�d left all the supplies, was now empty. Who had done it, and why hadn�t we seen them?

�How did things get screwed up for us at every turn?

I slammed the boot shut so quickly that David had to yank back his hand so that it didn�t get caught. He turned round and lent on the car.

�Who could have ��

�The hunters,� I said.

I had been stupid to think that the hunters would drive so close to us and not see anything. Torben was a hunter, so he certainly wasn�t oblivious to the clues and trails that people left behind. I guessed that their stop at the Babe and Sickle probably wasn�t about checking it for supplies. It was more likely that they stopped because they wanted me to know that they had the GPRS and were headed to the farm. Torben was laying a trap for me.

I snapped my head toward David. He had a faraway look in his eyes. �They�ve taken Justin, and they want us to come find him.� I said.

�So what do we do?� he asked.

The old me would have taken what supplies I could, turned round and walked in the opposite direction. But I knew what the hunters were and what they were capable of, and I couldn�t just abandon Justin to that. Whatever the risk, no matter the cost, I was going to have to try and do something.

I was going to be running into a death trap, but it was better to sprint into a quick death than walk into a lingering one.

�I can�t ask you to come,� I said.

David nodded solemnly.

I opened the car door and looked around for what supplies I could find. I looked under the passenger seat and let out a gasp. Tucked underneath, was our shotgun. �Justin must have hidden it before the hunters had grabbed him. I took it out and showed David.

�Clever kid,� he said.

I nodded.

�I�m coming with you,� said David.

�You sure?�

He nodded his head. �You have to be able to depend on people.�

I slammed the car door, took a deep breath and looked to the east, where the farm was waiting. I could already feel the adrenaline flowing inside me. This was it.

I looked up. Above us, a mean-looking black cloud loomed.

Chapter 19

We ducked down into a ditch so that we had a wide view of the farm but couldn�t be seen by the hunters. I counted six hunters patrolling the farmland, and past the fields there was a farmhouse where there would probably be even more of them inside. Outside the house there was a large tank with �petrol� written in red letters, no doubt used in better days to supply the tractors with fuel.

The farm wore the scars of fifteen years of neglect. The fields were choked with weeds, a lot of the fences had blown over and water poured into the farmhouse roof through the gaps left by missing slates. The place had gone to hell, but I still saw some potential in it. If you looked past the weeds and the mess, the heart of the farm was still there and it could be turned into something good.

Some of the hunters walked up and down the fields, stopping occasionally to stub a cigarette under their boots or talk with another hunter as they walked past. Across the fields and under two branching elm trees there were two tractors, their paintwork flecked with rust.

Next to me, David was quiet. �Wishing you hadn�t come?� I said.

He shook his head. �Wishing we had a lorry or something. We could just ram into them.�

�If we�re going to wish, then let�s go big. A tank would be pretty handy right now.�

David smiled for a second, but the gesture soon dropped from his face. �We�re going to have to fight, and I�m gonna hold you back,� he said.

I looked at him. His body was wiry and his pants were held up by the last rung on his belt. His eyes were small, his hair receding. His hands were curled into fists, bony and white at the knuckles. I tried to think of something to tell him, something I could say to reassure him, but the fact was that he was right. He wasn�t a fighter.

I picked up the shotgun and passed it to him.

He waved his hands. �No Kyle, you have it.�

I pulled out my knife from my belt. �I know how to use this,� I said. �You�re more use to both of us if you�re armed.�

He nodded, took the gun from me and then laid it down next to him. He pointed out across the field, toward the tractors, and whispered. �Suppose we steal a tractor. Smash into the farmhouse. They won�t know what�s happening.�

A distraction would be good, I knew, but it was risk. �You think they�ll still be working?�

David shrugged his shoulders. �Maybe, Maybe not. Probably not, really. But we won�t be worse off for checking.�

We snuck over to the tractors. Along the way, we got within a few feet of two hunters as they stopped for a chat. Their eyes looked dark and their skin was pale. I guessed that lately the world had been as harsh to them as it had been to us. Their voices were hushed.

�He�s got a thing for the lad,� said one of them, and took a long drag on his cigarette. The wind whipped at his coat and made the material flap.

The other hunter screwed up his face. His long fringe blew across his forehead. �Nah, he�s using him for bait. He�s obsessed with catching the other fella.�

�So he don�t really want the lad to join us?�

The other one shook his head. �Once we catch the bloke, Torben�s gonna gut the boy.�

I shuddered at the idea of what Torben had in mind for us all. I knew they were hunters, and that Torben loved his trophies, but were they also cannibals? From their tired eyes and their sunken cheeks, I guessed the hunters weren�t getting their five fruit and veg a day. Hunters tended to eat what they killed, and there was no reason for these guys to be any different.

We moved slowly around the sides of the farm and to the tractors. One of them was so rusty that the body was practically orange, and it looked like if I tapped it the whole thing would fall apart. Next to it was a newer one that looked slightly more stable, though I didn�t know if it would start.

�I never found a car that worked, � I said. �That�s why we had to come to you. So I doubt we�ll have much luck here.�

David held his hand to his chin. I knew he was scared of the hunters and the potential of fighting but right now, stood in front of this machine, he was going into engineer mode.

�Hang on,� he said.

He walked to the side of the tractor. The vehicle was fifteen feet tall and the wheels were large enough to crush a man. David put his foot on a step on the side of it and reached up and grabbed the handle of the driver door. The door opened, and something large spilled out from the seat. David screamed.

He crashed to the floor and landed on his back with a thud, followed shortly after by an infected. David�s face went white and his usually-small eyes widened. The infected struggled on top of him, trying to get a grip on his limbs.

It all happened so quickly that I struggled to process it. My veins ran cold and my breath caught in my chest. I grabbed my knife and moved toward them as quick as I could, but I was already too late.

David pushed the infected off him. He turned his body round, held up the shotgun and pulled the trigger. The gun exploded with a booming sound that broke the stillness of the farm. To our left a bird flew from a tree, and even the wind died down, as though it were surprised to hear the noise.

The infected�s head sprayed across the floor in so many pieces that even if I had been a genius at jigsaws, I wouldn�t have been able to piece it back together. I wondered who the infected had been, and why it was sat in the tractor. I looked at David.

�Was that your � �

He shook his head. �Wasn�t dad.�

I scratched the back of my neck. �You okay?� I said.

David was quiet for a few seconds. Then, he stuck his arm out toward me. His cost was ripped down to the skin, and there were grooves in his flesh from where the infected�s teeth had punctured him. Blood started to ooze out of them and drip away.

He was bitten.

Before I even had time to process what this meant, I heard a voice next to me.

�Torben�s been looking for you,� said the hunter with the long fringe. Next to him were two other men, and one of them pointed a rifle at my chest.

�Drop the knife,� he said.

I weighed up my odds, and I came up short. I dropped my knife to the floor.

Chapter 20

The farmhouse was dirty and there was a mouldy smell that seemed to be coming from the walls. Cracked wooden beams ran along the ceiling to support it, though in some places the roof bulged slightly as though it would cave in any second. There was a dining table in the far side of the room, and a tattered couch that looked like it had been salvaged from a rubbish tip. On a dresser next to a wall, there was a solitary photo frame, and in it was a little girl with auburn hair and a wide grin. I knew that girl, or I knew the woman she had grown up to be. It was Clara.

I moved my arms and struggled at the rough ropes that tied me to the chair. They were wrapped so tight around my wrists that it felt like they were cutting off my circulation.

I looked up at the photo again. Clara had never shown me photos of her as a kid before, and it was almost like her childhood had never existed. Yet here was something; a memento her dad had saved and given a prominent place in his house, despite the fact he hadn�t seen his daughter in decades.

Torben followed my gaze to the photo. He walked over, picked it up and studied it. Seeing him with his hands on a photo of Clara made me clench my fists, but I said nothing. Instead, I looked to the door.

�Can�t we bring him in?� I said.

When they had escorted me into the farmhouse they had left David outside on the porch.

Torben put the photo face down on the dresser, walked over to the dining table and pulled out a chair. He sat in it and faced me. Despite how pale and tired his men looked, Torben�s face glowed red by contrast. There was no doubt that he was getting enough to eat.

�Your friend is bitten,� said Torben. �And soon he�s gonna turn. Or he would, if I wasn�t here.�

�What do you mean?�

He looked around him. �We�re on a farm. What do farmers do with sick animals?� he said.

I shrugged my shoulders.

�They take them in the barn and shoot them.�

I looked out toward the porch, but I couldn�t see David. I knew he was hurt, and I knew he�d be scared. I didn�t want to admit it, but deep down I knew that Torben was right. David was infected now, and soon he was going to die. I pushed the thought down as far as I could.

Across from us and through a door, I could hear footsteps walking down the stairs. They got closer and then the door opened, and Justin walked into the room. His clothes were tattered and his nose looked bloody around the nostrils, but otherwise he seemed fine. He saw me, stopped, and his eyes grew large. Torben stood up, walked over to him and ruffled his hair.

�Here�s my lad.� He said, and give him a punch on his arm. Justin looked away. Torben smiled at me. �Kyle, I�d like you to meet our latest recruit.�

I shook my head. Did he mean that Justin had joined the hunters? The way I saw it, he had been kidnapped, and there was no way he�d ally himself with them.

�Looks more like a prisoner than a recruit,� I said.

Torben walked back to the chair and took a seat. He nodded at Justin and beckoned him to do the same. �I gave him a choice,� he said. �Join us, or die. It looks like his survival instinct kicked in.�

�He�d never join you,� I said, feeling a lump in the back of my throat.

Torben closed his eyes and shook his head. �You make it sound like we�re monsters. All we�re doing is surviving, just like you. We�re a pack. We trust each other with our lives.�

I scrunched up my face. I couldn�t shake the feeling of disgust. �There�s something rotten at the core of your �pack�. �

Torben stood up and perched against the dining table. Through his open jacket I could see a revolver in a holster. I recognised the gun � it was mine, the one I�d kept in the rucksack that Torben had stolen.

�It�s not man versus man anymore, Kyle. There are no cliques, no armies. Its man versus infected.�

�So why hunt people?�

�Some men just don�t belong in a pack� he said, and stared at me. Then he turned to Justin. �But others fit right in.�

I struggled against the ropes on my wrist, but I barely had a centimetre to move. My skin burnt from rubbing against the rough material.

Torben reached into the holster and took out the revolver. He opened the chamber and checked the bullets, and from my chair I could see gold circles filling two of the holes. The other four were empty. Torben span the chamber round to line up the bullets and then closed it with a snap.

My breath caught in my lungs now, and my chest felt tight. The bullets had only one purpose; I knew it, and Torben knew it. I was tied to the chair so tight that there was no way I was going to move. I looked over at Justin and tried to get a sense of what he was thinking. Had he really joined them, or was he just playing along? Maybe he had weighed up his options and come to the conclusion that sticking with the hunters was the only way to stay alive.

Torben walked over to me and stopped just inches away. He reached forward with the revolver and pressed it into my forehead. I felt the cold metal dig into my head, and Torben pressed it harder so that it broke the skin. It was like he was trying to push it all the way through my skull and into my brain. The metal pressing against my head stung, but I wasn�t going to show him that. I took a deep breath and held it in.

�The farm�s ours, and so are you. You lost.�

I opened my mouth and spat at him. Torben took a step back and wiped his khakis with his hand. He turned, put the gun on the table and slid it over to Justin. The boy looked up in surprise.

�Pick it up,� said Torben.

Justin looked at the gun and then at Torben. I could tell what he was thinking; he was wondering if he should pick it up and fire it in Torben�s face. At least, that�s what I hoped he was thinking. Then again, there were six hunters outside who would come running in the minute they heard a shot. Whether Justin was on my side or not, we were still outnumbered.

Torben nodded at Justin. �It�s okay,� he said. �You can do it.� His voice was soft. He pointed over at me. �This guy doesn�t give a crap about you, but you�re one of us now.�

Justin�s picked up the gun, but his hands were shaking.

Torben stood up and put an arm around his shoulder. �Every man has to die, Justin. At least you won�t have to do it alone.�

Justin raised the gun at me. His pupils were so big that it seemed like his eyes were completely black. His arms were trembling, and his cheeks were white. He pointed the gun at my head. I looked deep into his eyes and tried to guess what he was thinking. Despite him aiming the gun at me, I knew that there was no way he would do it. There was no chance that Justin could shoot me.

There was a yell outside, and the farmhouse door burst open.� A worried-looking hunter ran in.

�They�re here, Torben. There�s hundreds of them!�

Chapter 21

Torben walked over to the door slowly, as though he were in no hurry. He opened it and went outside. The hunter trailed after him. As soon as Torben left the room, Justin walked over to me. He pulled a knife from his belt and sawed at the ropes around my wrists, and as he cut them away I felt my skin loosen.

�You okay?� I asked him.

He nodded. �They�re a bunch of idiots.�

Torben and the hunter walked back into the room. Justin straightened up and backed away from me, hiding the knife behind him.

I grabbed the ropes and held them so that it looked like I was still tied up.

Torben looked at me. �He wasn�t kidding,� he said, his voice controlled. �Never seen so many before.�

I twisted my head to get a look. I could only see through the square doorway, but across the farm and over the fields I spotted them; there was a sea of infected headed in our direction. Was it the same ones we had seen in Edness? If it was, then there were thousands of them, and none of us stood a chance.

Torben turned and looked at me. His face was void of emotion, a stark contrast to the hunter next to him who looked terrified.

�This is what happens when you fire a shotgun out in the open,� he said.

I thought about David outside. I wondered how he was doing, how hurt he was. The bite hadn�t been bad, but I knew enough about the infection to realise that eventually, whether it be in hours or days, the bite was going to kill him. And when it did, he wouldn�t stay dead for long. I felt something welling up inside me, but now wasn�t the time for that. I couldn�t afford to feel anything now.

Torben looked over at Justin. �Come on, boy, time to earn your place.�

�What?� said Justin.

Torben pointed at the door. �We didn�t drive all the way here just to give it up. Come out and fight.�

He strode outside. Justin looked over at me, and I nodded. He walked after Torben and out of the door.

When the room was empty I let the ropes fall off me and stood up. My legs ached and my skin around my wrists was raw. I had a pain in my lower back, and my neck was stiff. I looked around me for my belt and knife, but I couldn�t see what Torben had done with them.

I walked over to the dining table, pulled out a chair and tipped it on its side. I need some sort of weapon if I was going outside. I didn�t know what my plan was yet, but going out there unarmed would be crazy. Any weapon would do, any blunt instrument; it just had to be solid enough to smash through bone. I lifted my foot and brought it down on the chair leg, snapping it from the base. I picked up the block of wood and twisted it in my hands.

Outside the sky was black. The first wave of the infected had reached the farm and their faces were illuminated by the dim glow of the lamps on the porch and the flashes of the hunter's guns as they fired at them. The sound of the gunshots made me flinch, but it didn�t matter about the volume now. There were already enough infected coming our way, and drawing in a few more wouldn�t make a difference.

The hunters and the infected engaged in battle. The driver held a machete in his hand and swung it at the head of an infected, splitting into down the middle. Across from him the hunter with the long fringe held the neck of an infected woman as she struggled to bite him. With his right hand he lined up a screwdriver and drove it into her eye socket, splitting her eyeball like an onion.

A man to my right cried out, and I span around and saw him fall to the floor. Two infected fell on top of him and didn�t waste a second in tearing pieces out of his neck and chest, their teeth clacking as they tore through his skin. One took a big bite of his chest, chewed and pulled away a long strip of flesh. The man�s screams of agony rose above the collective cry of the infected, but were quickly silenced as the infected ate his vocal chords.

�Kyle!�

I turned round and saw David with his back against the porch. His face was drained of colour and he held his bitten arm tight against his chest. When he saw me look at him, he pointed to my left. I turned and saw an infected man inches away and lunging right at me.

I grabbed hold of the man�s hair, held it tight and then smashed the end of the chair leg against its face. The leg was so square and blunt that all it accomplished was breaking the skin and making putrid blood ooze from the infected�s face. I pushed the infected to the ground. When it was on the floor, I lined my boot with its face and brought it down as hard as I could. Its head didn�t smash straight away, and it took three tries before I heard it crack. When I looked down, my boot was covered in dark red blood and bits of grey flesh.

I turned, ran over to David and knelt beside him. He looked at me, and his voice was so quiet that it was hard to hear him over the battle cries of the hunters and the groans of the infected.

�You need to go,� he said.

I put my hand on his shoulder. �We need to go,� I agreed, and give him a squeeze.

I heard footsteps run over to us, and then Justin was next to me. He bent over and took a few shallow breaths. His hands were covered in blood.

�You okay?� I said, looking for the tell-tale marks of a bite.

�It�s not mine,� he said. He held his hands up.

Behind us there was a scream, and I knew another hunter had been taken by the infected. How many more were left? I glanced over, but I couldn�t see them all. It didn�t matter; the hunters were outnumbered twelve to one.

Justin leaned in to David. Panic spread across his face. �Shit, David,� he said.

David nodded. Shit. No other words needed to be said.

I looked at Justin. �We need to go, right now. I don�t care where, we just need to get out of here.�

Justin swallowed. �Their truck,� he said, and pointed past the farmhouse. The hunter�s pick-up truck was parked on the stone driveway that led to the farm.

I nodded at him. This was as good a plan as any. Right now we just needed to get as far away from the farm as possible. What happened after, whatever we were going to do later didn�t matter, now we just had to escape.

�What about the keys?� I said.

�They keep them in the ignition for quick getaways.�

I grinned. �Smart.�

We picked up David and between us we supported him over to the truck. Behind us the sounds of the gunshots faded as the hunters ran out of ammo, and I knew that most of them would now be reaching for their knives. If they had any sense, they would slit their own throats. There were too many infected swarming in for the hunters to have any chance of winning.

We set David down next to the wheel of the truck. I opened the door, jumped in and reached for the keys. The ignition was empty.

My heart began to pound and my chest flooded with panic. The keys had to be here somewhere. Our luck just couldn�t be this bad, surely. I looked all around the dashboard and found plenty of chocolate wrappers, but no car keys.

I got out. Justin and David looked up at me, but I shook my head.

�Shit,� said Justin.

I knelt down next to David. His face was so grey that he looked like he should be in a morgue.� I put my hand on his arm. �Listen, pal. We need to leave, we can�t stay here. Think you can make it just a little bit further?�

He looked up at me. His lips were dry and his eyes were dark. �Just leave me. I�m dying anyway.�

I couldn�t leave him. I�d already done that once, and I knew that I was going to have to live with that for the rest of my life. I couldn�t change the past, but what happened in the present was still up to me. And I wasn�t abandoning him again.

I squeezed his arm and started to pull him up.

�Nobody�s leaving you. Get up and stop moaning,� I said.

Justin and I heaved David to his feet. For a second he was able to support himself on his own.

�Thanks, Kyle,� he said, and smiled at me. �Let�s go.�

A shadow leapt over the truck, and quicker than I could react it pounced on David, pinned him to the floor and tore a chunk out of his neck. Blood sprayed out like mist and covered the ground. I looked at the creature on top of him, and every nerve in my body screamed out. I felt my blood freeze, and for a second I couldn�t even move.

It was a stalker.

By the time I forced myself to move, David had stopped breathing. The stalker turned its head toward us, and despite its disfigurement I swore I could see something of a grin, some sort of human expression. It stared at me with hatred, and I saw its legs kneel up behind it, ready to propel it into a pounce.

I reached for my knife but then realised I didn�t have it with me. I gulped.

The stalker twitched and got ready to jump. Then, something next to me exploded, and half the stalker�s face tore away. It made a rasping sound and fell back to the floor with a thud. I looked to my left, and Justin stood with the revolver in his outstretched hand, smoke drifting from the chamber.

I looked at David�s lifeless body on the floor. A huge chunk of his neck was missing, and blood sprayed out from the torn veins like water seeping out of a broken pipe. I grabbed his hand and felt his wrist, but his pulse had stropped. I had failed him, I knew. I had brought him into this, and I had let him die.

�We need to leave,� said Justin.

I nodded and stood up. It was time for us to go. The farm was lost, but at least we could escape with our lives.

�Here,� he said, and passed me my revolver. The barrel was hot to the touch. I slipped the gun into my pocket.

We started to walk down the driveway and away from the farm, when I heard the stones crunch behind me.

�Where are you going?� said a voice.

I turned round and Torben was stood in front of me with his rifle raised. He pointed it at me and pulled the trigger, and I felt the bullet tear a hole in my leg.

Chapter 23

Five miles in the distance the smoke billowed into the air in thick grey columns that diluted the blue of the afternoon sky. At the farm, the night before, the air had been so heavy that I felt myself choke on it. Now, with a little distance between us, the air was cleaner.

I sat back on the grass as Justin lifted the shovel and piled the last of the earth back onto the mound. The milky brown soil cut a contrast to the green of the lawn, but I doubted the owners would care. I looked behind me at the house. The windows stared back at me, dark and empty, and nothing moved inside. We had already checked every inch of the place, of course, but it didn�t hurt to be wary.

I looked at David�s grave. He was buried in a garden that belonged to someone who we had never even met, but I don�t think he would have felt hard done by. To have any sort of burial at all was a rarity these days, and David had never been a sucker for attention.

�Think anyone will see the smoke?� asked Justin.

He rested on the shovel. He wore a blue shirt that he had taken from one of the bedrooms, and he had rolled the sleeves up to his elbows. Tucked into his belt was a long hunting knife, but the blade was dull.

�Who told you that you could take my knife?� I said.

�Someone had to take care of the owners,� he said, and jerked his thumb back at the house.

I felt a jolt of pain in my leg. Last night I�d cleaned out the wound and wrapped a bandage around it, which I hoped to god would be enough to stave off infection. In the meantime, though, until it healed, walking was going to be tough.

�What now?� said Justin.

I stretched out my leg and felt a scream of pain. �We�re not going anywhere in the near future.�

�And after that?�

�I can�t see that far.�

Justin sat down next to me. In the oak tree opposite me, at the end of the garden, I saw something move in one of the branches. I couldn�t tell what it was.

I cleared my throat. �I�m thinking we go back to Vasey.�

He turned and looked at me. His right eyebrow arched. �Really?�

I nodded. �They�re not bad people, � I said, �They just need someone to set them straight.�

I thought about the journey back to Vasey, about the hundreds of miles we�d have to travel, and my leg ached in anticipation. It would be a hell of a tough trip, but we�d do it. The town wasn�t the greatest place in the world, but right now it was all we had.

A breeze blew on my collar and the sun began to disappear behind a cloud.

�C�mon, let�s go inside,� I said.

Justin got to his feet. He stood in front of me and held out his hand.

�What do you think I am, a cripple?�

He laughed. �That�s exactly what you are.�

I took his hand, got to my feet and let him support me inside the house.

The sun set and the darkness trickled into the sky until soon everything above us was black. Outside, in the oak tree, an owl hooted. Something about the sound reassured me; that owls were still a thing, that the stalkers and infected hadn�t gotten all of them. I wondered if there were a parliament of them out there somewhere.

I stretched my leg out on the couch. My eyelids were heavy and my eyeballs felt itchy.

�One of us needs to stand watch,� I said.

Justin drew his knife in one hand� and then dragged a wooden chair over to the window. Outside there was a clear view of the garden. He turned to me. �You can hardly stand, so guess it�s going to have to be me.�

I tried to sit up. I wanted to argue with him, tell him that I was going to do it, but my weary body dragged me back. As soon as I hit the couch I felt every last scrap of energy seep out of me as though all the cells in my body had given up trying to pretend.

I thought about the night�s sleep I was going to have. I thought about the next day, and the day after that. About how my leg would heal, and soon we�d set off back to Vasey. We would make something of the town, I decided. We�d make a real go of it.

I glanced at Justin. He gripped the knife tightly in his hand and he looked out into the night, the depth of his stare making him seem much older than he was.

I closed my eyes and let myself drift into sleep, for a brief moment not caring about the darkness that waited for me outside.